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Clockwork Souls – Chapter 5

I wasn’t afraid of losing my mind. I done that before. I knew how to get it back.

I also wasn’t afraid of the Great Houses. That was stupid. I definitely should have been afraid of them. Unfortunately Grammy Duella had made keeping them at bay look a lot easier than it really is.

Most of all though, I wasn’t afraid of Doxle.

Entering into a pact with him was a terrible idea. I wasn’t even sure if it was possible for me. If it turned out that it was, being bound by someone else’s will would be anathema to the entire essence of my being. If he pushed me, or tried to paralyze me when I was sufficiently interested in not being held back, he would learn just how deep my Hollowing was and exactly how much control I had over my magic and that wasn’t going to be good for anyone at all.

In short, I had every reason to, politely, decline his offer, thank him for the meal and head out before the Great House’s hunters picked up my trail.

“You said if I try for the Cadet Trial, I’ll have to use enough magic to pass it that I’ll give myself away.” I watched his eyes narrow. This wasn’t where he’d expected the conversation to go. “Will that matter if I’m pact bonded to you?”

Doxle drew in a slow, considering breath and his gaze went distant for a moment before he answered on the exhale.

“Yes, it will,” he said at last. “If you show off the sort of magical prowess you did with the guards, you will capture a great deal of attention. I cannot promise to shield you from all of it, as I said, but with a pact bond in place between us they cannot force you to take another one.”

“Could they force me to break the one I have with you? Or force you to break it?” I suspected the Great Houses either wouldn’t, or maybe even couldn’t, outright kill Doxle. He struck me as the sort of person who wouldn’t still be here if dying in response to be murdered was an available outcome.

I marked his chuckle at my question as a tally in the column confirming that.

“That is not a concern,” he said. “As an Imperial Advisor, I enjoy certain privileges including the right to choose what pacts I form. The only voice I must answer to is the Empress Eternal’s.”

Which meant he had no actual oversight since the Empress Eternal had gained her ‘eternalness’ by being frozen in similarly eternal ice. 

That should have been terrifying. The idea of something like Doxle operating with no constraints on what he was allowed to do was a recipe for death and armageddon. In place of terror though, I felt a small surge of joy.

“Pact me then,” I said and held out my hand.

I had no idea if we needed to hold hands, or if he was going to slap a tattoo or a brand on me and I didn’t care.

Trina’s scent was gone, but it had left before too, only to waft back in as I was losing hope of ever being able to follow it. I’d walked around the land bound sides the city twice tracking it. I knew it had to be coming from the Academy. 

So I needed to get in there. 

Doxle was the key to that lock.

Which meant I needed him. 

It was as simple as that. If there were repercussions to deal with later, then later is when I’d deal with them.

“Are you sure?” There was a gravity in Doxle’s voice it had lacked up till now.

“Let’s do this,” I said. I wasn’t feeling especially patient, which I think sent the wrong message to him.

“Why?” He kept his hands folded, and made no move towards me, but his eyes were burning darker than they had been at any time up till now.

“I need to get into the Academy.” I left it for him to decide if that meant into the building or accepted as a student.

“And for that you’d accept a lifetime of shackles on your powers?” He looked like he was about to wax poetic on how terrible a burden being pacted to him truly was. 

I cut him off.

“Yes.” My magic didn’t matter. Bearing up under a thousand tons of shackles and finding my sister was better than being free in a world without her. It was as simple as that.

“Are you sure? I can promise you this will not make your life easier.” There had been a distant anger in him. Not directed at me I didn’t think. Maybe at himself? Or maybe at our whole world? It had ebbed away though, and I smelled the ashes of sorrow rising from him.

“Yeah,” I said, allowing some of the weight in his voice to be reflected in mine.

“You may come to hate me, most people do, but that won’t free you from this bond. You may struggle and perfect your casting till you are certain there is nothing more you can learn, and that won’t win your releases from the pact we make. You may shatter and crumble and be reduced to nothing by the strains this life, a life with me, will place on you and still I will be there, still joined to you, still feeding on your magic.”

His eyes grew brighter with every word he spoke while the shadows in the room darkened into a pitch of blackest night that should have been impossible with sunlight still streaming in through the windows.

Except there was no sunlight.

Or windows.

We sat alone. Nothing beyond the wood table between us remaining of where we’d been.

Doxle’s sharp features were gone too. To my eyes he still looked the same, but I was seeing him with something more than just my eyes. He was shadows and fire and power and something more.

Around us the scent of lightning crackled and built. We stood in the moment before the thunderstorm, when the sky has coiled itself up and drunk in the power of the land.

“Are you sure?” Doxle said and his voice held only the echo of otherworldly power. The great inhuman thing he had become, the nightmare made of shadows, that otherness, it was present at a remove, standing behind and around us as a witness. The Doxle who asked the final time asked as a timeless man grown weary from the years which could not touch him or wear him down.

“I am sure,” I said, and meant it. 

“Then we are bound,” he said, relaxing as he exhaled.

His breath seemed to drive the shadows awa,y leaving us in the same booth and the same room in the Golden we’d been so far away from a moment earlier.

I stared around.

The world didn’t look any different?

I didn’t feel any different either?

I turned to ask Doxle what was up but shut my mouth when I saw another demon with features that could have marked him as Doxle’s brother cross the small room and pull a chair up to our booth.

“Well wasn’t that exciting!” the newcomer said. “And so much louder than you normally bother with you old fox.”

“Xarxes, always a pleasure,” Doxle said. “You got free of the well?”

“Oh, pff,” Xarxes said, waving his hand to swat Doxle’s words away. “That’s old news.”

“I am sadly out of the loop, it is true,” Doxle said. “I’m going to guess Lightstone?”

Xarxes sighed. “Ironbriar.”

Doxle winced. “Oh, my condolences. Don’t tell me they have you here as an evaluator?”

“What else?” Xarxes rolled his eyes.

“How many do they have you bound to so far?” Doxle asked, with what I thought was a trace of genuine concern in his voice.

“Only three,” Xarxes said. “Which of course is why I’m here. I am to find at least three more to bring into the fold on pain of disappointing Himself the Head of House.”

I could have asked what they were talking about, but I could smell the subtle traces of animosity between them and whatever feud they carried wasn’t anything I needed to be a part of. 

I did recognize the names Lightstone and Ironbriar though. They were two of the Great Houses, with Lightstone being arguably the most powerful house and Ironbriar one of their chief supporters.

“Having any luck with the early scouting,” Doxle asked with the sort of guileless smile that I was certain had gotten punched in the face more than once.

Xarxes fixed me with his gaze.

“It appears not,” he said.

His tone was the sort of mild that hides frustration and malice, an impression which the rising scents of blood and steel seemed to confirm. 

“Would you introduce us?” he asked, turning back to Xarxes.

“Hmm, no, I don’t think I will,” Doxle said, which from the spike of steel from Xarxes was definitely a violence worthy response.

But they didn’t come to blows.

It was puzzling.

Maybe they didn’t want to wreck the Golden?

“Really? How mysterious!” Xarxes said. He didn’t smell as pleased as he sounded but that didn’t seem to bother Doxle.

“Not especially so,” Doxle assured him. “And this is good news no? You won’t need to be concerned I will make off with any of your other hopefuls. So, see, you’ve garnered a win already!”

Xarxes let a short laugh escape his lips.

“Yes, that is your habit isn’t it?” Xarxes paused to regard Doxle critically. “I’ve always wondered why that is? Never more than one pact at a time, and often none at all? It boggles the mind.”

“In what possible manner does laziness strike you as something other than an essential aspect of my being?” Doxle asked.

“Laziness yes, but consistency?” Xarxes objected.

“I am a creature of perfect consistency,” Doxle proclaimed. “When have I ever done anything save what is easiest and the most in my own self interest? My track record is sterling, at least in that regard.”

“And no other,” Xarxes said. “But I will grant you that your vices are quite dependable. But still, only one? You must be miserable with so little power to draw on?”

“Misery is my lot in life,” Doxle said. “It’s why I am a creature of ease and comfort. What else could balance the scales?”

“Come now, you know Ironbriar would – well, no, I suppose they wouldn’t,” Xarxes said, deflating a bit.

“Nor would any of the rest,” Doxle said. “You’ve proven your worth well enough for any of them to take you on, but I? Alas I have also proven my worth, but that accounting falls solidly against my favor.”

“I suppose congratulations are in order then,” Xarxes said. “I imagine you’ll be vanishing off to some remote estate or rustic little cabin for the next few decades?”

“There are many open roads,” Doxle said. “Choosing is work though, and you know how I abhor that.”

“Only since your beloved was frozen,” Xarxes said which lead to surprising burst of ash from Doxle.

Whatever surge of emotion had shot through him was clamped down instantly though as the scent vanished as quickly as it appeared.

“Alas for my broken heart,” Doxle said. “I pray you never suffer such a loss.”

“As though I would be foolish enough to dally with a heart?” Xarxes said.

“Clearly, you are the wisest of us,” Doxle said.

“Perhaps I should heed that wisdom then,” Xarxes said. “It is telling me that the hunt for fresh talent will grow only more ernest as time passes and that with a quota to meet, I should be off.”

“It was a delight to see you once more,” Doxle said. “Give my regards to Enika when next you see her. I believe she is still working for Ironbriar, is she not?”

“Oh she is,” Xarxes said. “And I needn’t pass along your words. She’s in town as well. You can deliver your wishes personally!”

With that he rose, gave us an overly dramatic bow and glided out of the room, closing the door behind him.

Doxle maintained a calm and pleasant expression for precisely three second after the door close.

Then he reached across the table and took my hand.

“We need to leave. Right now.”

Clockwork Souls – Chapter 4

I disliked the idea of being hunted. I also had no doubt that Doxel’s appraisal of the Great Houses’ interest in me was anything but accurate. Grammy Duella had painted a very clear picture of how the Great Houses of the Empire tended to operate both through the stories she told and the fact that she lived in “some little cottage in the woods” as Doxle had put it.

He’d arranged for us to have a semi-private booth in one of the Golden’s smaller dining rooms. It was all velvet cushions and dark wood luxury but I’d already been wondering if he’d asked for it because he didn’t want to be seen with me or because he didn’t want me to be seen. Either or both might be true, but with the reminder that there were people who would prey on me as naturally as they drew breath I was feeling glad to be isolated. Glad and also worried that we were still too exposed.

Those emotions had an unhappy companion in the question of how much I should be concerned about Doxle himself. The obvious answers were ‘a lot’ and ‘flee while you still can’, but the counterargument that kept me in my seat was that he could have simply left me in the jail if he wanted me to suffer, or kept the manacles on and dragged me out if he wanted to steal my power, or drink my blood, or whatever horrible thing it was demons did to captive humans.

The kindness he’d shown me so far didn’t mean he wasn’t  going to take advantage of me somehow, but so far he’d been reasonably honest and, under my current circumstances, gambling that I could sniff out his secret agendas seemed to carry better odds than striking out on my own.

Of course, he still hadn’t made his offer yet.

“So you’ll protect me from the Great Houses?” I asked.

“Not precisely,” Doxle said. “Think of me more as a buckler in that context. I can deflect some problems, but associating with me is not a perfect Aegis from the attentions of the powerful and influential.” He continued after I stared at him for a moment and then raised an eyebrow. “More explanations are in order I see.”

I nodded once, not taking my eyes off him.

“You have a great deal of power, and a remarkable degree of control.” He swished his hand, banishing the light show he’d conjured. “The former makes you desirable to a number of the Great Houses, with only a bare handful of those possessing interests which are compatible with your long term health and viability. As for the control you’ve shown though? The only sort of control the Houses tend to recognize is their own. Any casters possessing significant power who are not under the yoke of someone are automatically viewed as a threat to everyone. The Empire tolerates many things, but wild cards are not typically one of them.”

Which told me what role Doxle would play in any arrangement we came to.

“You’ll be my yoke then.” It didn’t feel like I had to guess at that.

“A very special kind of yoke, yes,” Doxle said. “Imperial Advisors have many roles. The ‘guidance’ of talented casters is one of our primary ones though.”

“So instead of one of the Houses telling me what to do, you would, but that’s better for me because you’re not them?”

“I wish it were that simple,” Doxle said. “If I merely had to make my case against the greed and cruelty of the Great Houses, I could convince you in three words. What I am offering is more involved than that though.”

He paused waiting to see if I would ask any questions. I did not.

“Casters with access to large amount of magical energy are among the most likely to be overwhelmed and lose control of their spells. This can have obvious and immediate ramifications – the caster exploding being one people enjoy citing, though I’ve always found the ‘summoning a pillar of fire the size of a city block’ to be the more concerning possibility. It’s on the basis of those easily imagine concerns that the duties of an Imperial Advisor are often argued for but the reality is that much worse problems often afflict powerful and untrained casters. Recall what I said about how casting a spell involve transforming your mind? When a caster’s power exceeds their ability to manage it, their psyches can and often do develop deep fissures leading to such entertaining pastimes as berserk rages and possession by malevolent entities from the transcendent planes they are attuned to.”

“You can shield my mind from that?” I didn’t like the idea of someone being able to monitor my thoughts, but it turned out my worries were running in the wrong direction.

“Only indirectly,” Doxle said. “Your thoughts are sacrosanct from me and all other Imperial Advisors. What I can do is prevent you from being overwhelmed by your magic by siphoning it away. In fact if we enter a pact, I will always, on some level, be siphoning power from you. When they are summoned, Imperial Advisors are cut off from their home plane and fully instantiated in this one, one effect of which is that their Draw – the ability they possess to recharge their magic – is eliminated. By entering a pact with you I will be able to replenish the magic I expend with what I take from you.”

“Who controls how much you take?”

“I do,” Doxle said. “Part of the role is to take as much magic from you as is required to keep both you and those around us safe. That includes taking all of it should the need arise.”

“You can take away my magic completely?” The idea was more than horrifying. I wasn’t certain I could survive without my magic, and it wasn’t something I was eager to put to the test.

“Not completely, or forever,” Doxle said. “Through the pact bond, I can take the magic you have accumulated in your Hollowing. I cannot prevent you from drawing more in however.”

“But you could take that away too.”

“Yes, though likely not before you could attempt to use it for a spell.”

“Attempt?”

“Spells can be interrupted. Most spells. That tends to send the magic in them splattering everywhere, but a skilled Advisor can salvage a fair portion of it.”

“And I know you won’t do this because why?”

“Oh, you don’t,” Doxle said. “Not at all. Once the pact is formed, I could, completely at my own discretion, drain you of magic and apply the drain continuously. Some Advisors would lack the skill to do anything with that much magic, but I am not one of them.”

“That doesn’t inspire confidence.”

“Nor should it. This is not a pact you should enter into blindly. In fact if you had the choice, I would advise against entering into any arrangement even vaguely like this. Especially since draining magic is not all the pact allows for.”

“You could do more to me?”

“If we form a pact? Yes. As your Advisor, I am not allowed to inflict real injury on you, but I can force you to halt any action which I deem to be dangerous to yourself or other. Or which I simply find distasteful.”

“Force me to halt?”

“I can paralyze you, and yes, that is every bit as horrible as it sounds. I would be using our combined power to do so as well, so to break it you would need to break both of us.”

“That sounds worse than the Great Houses hunting me.” Far worse in fact. If I was hunted, I could flee to places and in ways they wouldn’t expect and might never be able to follow. Forming a pact with an Imperial Advisor sounded like a fate worse than death.

“It is,” Doxle said. “Or it’s not. For those who need an Advisor’s aid, the draining of their magic can be a life saving relief, and the ability to paralyze them can prevent them from taking actions they dearly wish not to take. With the control you have shown, I do not believe you are one of those people though. Which is why I would advise you not to form a pact with any Advisor.”

“Except you’re offering me one. Why?” I knew he wasn’t stupid, and he seemed to understand that I was following everything he was saying.

“I am – and it amuses to no end that this is true – the lesser of many evils in this circumstance.” He folded his hands on the table. “Word has gotten out about your performance at the gate. The Houses have their evaluators in the city at the moment for the Open Enrollment tomorrow at the Academy. When they don’t see you there, when they see no one there who can fight a squad of guards without permanently injuring any of them, they will set their hounds loose looking for you, and when they find you, they will bring you in and force a pact on you.”

“What if I go to the Open Enrollment Trials?” I asked. It was why I’d been sent to Middlerun, though not why I’d fought to get into the city.

“You’re not studied enough to pass the Common Trials, and if you take part in the Cadet Trials, either your power will be obvious to them or you’ll die hiding it.” He wasn’t saying that as a threat. If anything I thought he sounded sorrowful about it.

“So they would pact me to another Imperial Advisor. What makes you better than the rest?”

“Oh, I am much worse than many of them. I am a liar, a betrayer, and a failure. I serve so many masters I have lost count, and the one I love the most I am the least faithful to. My enemies are legion and my allies lost to time. In truth, making a pact with me will enmesh you in a web of problems that stretch back before the Cataclysm of Peaks.”

He offered me a tired smile and I responded by waiting silently for him to continue.

“I can offer you one thing though, something I don’t believe a forced pact would ever omit.” He sighed and looked at me so I could see his eyes clearly. “There is one other tool a pact can provide to an Imperial Advisor – we can punish behavior we wish to discourage.”

“Punish how? I thought you couldn’t hurt me?”

“Advisors cannot injure the ones they’re bonded to. Inflicting pain without physical injury though? There is no real limit to that. The manifestation differs from Advisor to Advisor. For most it’s a variation of simple searing agony, from something as mild as a minor stab wound up to the sensation that every cell in your body is burning in eternal flame, as the Advisor desires. Some choose stabbing cold, others needles, and so on.”

“What’s yours?”

“I don’t know. That is something I specifically exclude from the pacts I make. I can promise you very little, but I can forge into the magic that binds us together that I will never, can never hurt you with that binding. That you will know as a certainty.”

“But you’ll still be able to paralyze me?”

“That aspect of the pact cannot be omitted without the binding failing to count as a pact, and if we have no pact, then another one will be forced onto you.”

“Or I could run, and see if they can catch me.”

“Or you could run. I won’t tell you that escape is impossible. You are a creature of wonder and delight to me. I haven’t seen someone quite like you in centuries. Or perhaps ever. Who know what depths you hold? You might be able to do the impossible and escape from hunters who have decades of experience finding the cleverest of prey. You might even be able to retain your mind without any formal training. There are dangers before you, but not all dangers come to pass.”

He paused to allow me to interject even though he wasn’t done speaking.

I remained silent. 

“It is your choice. I cannot offer you unbiased advice in this. Only you can choose the life you wish to pursue.”

Clockwork Souls – Chapter 3

The jail guards tried to raise some kind of fuss, but I couldn’t pay that any attention. Her scent was on the wind again.

I started walking, trying to take in as much of it as I could, but it was maddeningly faint.

Which made sense.

My sister had been dead for seven years, and swallowed up by the earth for every one of them.

I don’t forget scents though.

Especially not hers.

I didn’t understand how her scent could be in a city we’d never traveled to before, but I knew what I had to do to find out.

Behind me, Doxle was keeping pace and, puzzlingly, keeping silent.

He’d dealt with the jail guards, I think, and then caught up to me but wasn’t asking any questions or making any observations. I’d know him a handful or minutes or so and already that seemed out of character. From how he’d acted in the cell, this was a demon who loved listening to himself talk.

I drew in some more breath and noticed that I couldn’t smell anything of ash or lightning. 

He was hiding his scent? Did he know what I was searching for?

Another breath and the thin threads of scent that I’d been following frayed into dust.

She wasn’t nearby. Not on this street, or even in this neighborhood. Probably in the city though. Probably still in the city in fact. The scent had the hint of a few bright, crisp notes left, as though it had traveled to find me, rather than lingering and turning sour as the stinks and vapors of city wrapped around it and dragged it into the general mush of sweating people and rotting food remnants.

I didn’t run after the last wisps of the scent. Not as a human, and not on all fours. Instinct drove me in that direction, but I knew it wouldn’t help. The scent wasn’t acting like a proper one should. It was her scent, I was sure of that, but I was also sure there was something unnatural about it too.

I finally stopped beside public laundry and let my shoulders slump in defeat. Trina hadn’t gone into the laundry, the scent was still too distant, and it vanished on its own, not giving way to the sharp sting of soap.

“Would you care for some food?” Doxle asked. “I can’t imagine they fed you particularly well for the last two days.”

For a moment, I’d forgotten he was there, so I turned to face him a little faster than I’d intended. It probably made me look like a frightened little hare. I’m not fond of being mistaken for a prey species, but I kept the growl of surprise from my voice.

“Food would be good,” I said. I’d been starving even before I got to the city gates, Being thrown in jail hadn’t improved that since my jailer hadn’t fed me poor quality food only because he’d saved on the effort and simply not fed me at all.

I considered going back to extract the vengeance I’d originally intended to, but stayed where I was. I had shown admirable restraint so far though and didn’t want to break my current streak.

“This way then,” Doxle said and began walking down the narrower street that crossed the one we’d been on.

Freed from the spell of Trina’s scent, I was able to take in Middlerun for the first time. 

That it smelled like something other than desperate and despairing humans made it infinitely more pleasant than the alternative I’d been ‘enjoying’ for the last couple of days, but as we walked the usual odors and aromas began to surface. The lye from the laundry blocked out a lot of them until we were a few streets away, but roasting spiced meats can cut through a lot of other scents, and the omnipresence of the smells of the varied dishes left me shaking with a hunger that I’d largely stuffed to the back of my mind while I was in chains.

I caught a whiff of ash and lightning a few times as we walked and noticed Doxle twitching his fingers in the air as we walked. Small trails of sparks in different hues followed about half of the movements he made, though they didn’t lead to any flashy magical effects from what I could see. He was mumbling something to himself too, but I don’t think he was speaking either the Imperial High Tongue or Low Speech. I decided it was probably some demon language, and that I’d have to deal with answering questions soon enough as it was.

That was fine. I had questions too, and getting me out of jail was worth at least a few honest answers. 

Until he was ready to ask about whatever he wanted to know, or make whatever offer he planned to, I was happy to spend the time geting my bearings.

Middlerun wasn’t a city I’d been too before. Grammy Duella wasn’t a fan of cities in general, and tended to stick with visits to Glenhaven and Winterbridge, both of which were well to the east of Middlerun if her geography lessons were accurate and my memories of the trip here had been muddled by all the blows to the head I’d taken. 

Neither Glenhaven, nor Winterbride had an Imperial Academy though. Middlerun did, and unless I missed my guess, the giant fortification on the hill on the northern edge of the city was the Academy, the garrison it supported, and Tower of the Divines which had roughly a thousand legends told about it.

I was supposed to go there, I’d had no interest in going there, but if Trina’s scent was strongest anywhere, it was to the north and that just couldn’t be a coincidence.

Doxle turned us from the side street onto one of the main roads through town, its broad stretch of cobblestones had been warmed by the midday sunlight that was able to shine down without being blocked by the tightly packed buildings we’d been walking past, making it seem a hundred times more inviting as a place to snatch a quick nap than any spot in my cell had. Of course the steady flow of traffic would make that challenging, the last two days had been miserable enough that I was more than half willing to try anyways.

“This should do nicely,” Doxle said, indicating the building to our left. All sorts of wonderful aromas wafted out of the door when a well dressed man and woman exited the main doors.

There was food in there.

And a lot of people.

The sign over the door read ‘The Golden’ in High Imperial. Like most of places that catered to the wealthy there was no pictography on the sign to indicate what the venue offered, which conveyed a very specific message to those who couldn’t read High Imperial without explicitly admitting to the establishment’s biases.

The food still smelled fantastic though.

Or maybe I was just ravenous from not eating.

An hour later I was less ravenous.

There were also six empty plates in front me of.

It occurred to me that while I was quite capable of eating more, stopping was prudent if I didn’t want to have deal with questions I had avoided answering for over a dozen years.

Seeing me pause, Doxle placed the tea cup he’d been sipping from back onto its saucer and leaned forward.

“I feel as though its impolite not to offer you a night’s rest as well but since time may be of the essence I hope it will not be too much of an imposition to resume our discussion now?”

“You were explaining what an Imperial Advisor was,” I said. He seemed surprised that I’d remembered that though he tried to hide it.

“Yes, though first there are some general points about magecraft I wish to make certain you’re aware of.”

I waited. Interrupting him seemed like a fantastic idea if I wanted the conversation to drag on for the next week. Not interrupting him, therefor, seemed like an even more fantastic idea.

“I will speak in broad strokes only,” he said. “Please be aware that nearly everything I am about to say is wrong, either in certain situations or for certain people. The study of the Transcendent Arts begins with broad truths though and the deeper one gets the more those truths give way to illusion.”

I hadn’t heard it phrased like that before, but the general idea of highly advanced magecraft being rife with uncertainty had been part of Grammy Duella’s curriculum. 

“At their basic level, all of the Transcendent Arts, magecraft, alchemy, divination, arcano-technology and the others all start with power. What distinguishes the Transcendent Arts from Sublunary magics is where the power comes from,” Doxle said and drew a glowing circle in the air.

“Sublunary magic is the sort of minor casting any living creature can manage,” he said filling the circle in with a swirl of green light. “Its power is derived from our world. There’s no need to call it, or store it because we are suffused by it at all times. The principal difficulty with it is that because it is part of our world, Sublunary magic is bound by many of its laws. Despite being available in abundance, it is only capable of small feats and promoting natural changes.”

He drew a thread of light from the green swirl and drew a pattern within the circle, but since it was green on green it was lost almost as soon as he drew it.

“The Transcendental Arts do not suffer this limitation however. They draw on power from beyond this world.” With a flick of his finger he torn a thin slash into the circle, which began to fill with purple light. 

“With magecraft we are able to create effects that are impossible according to the laws of this world.” He drew a thread of purple light from the slash and painted a symbol for eternity in the middle of glowing green circle. The symbol blazed there, neither mixing with the green light nor being diminished by it.

“Doing the impossible comes with many costs however.” He gestured to the circle where the slash of purple light was spreading deeper into it, until it touched the purple symbol of eternity and shattered the green circle entirely.

“Left unconstrained, Transcendental magic can not help but replace the laws of this world with the laws of the world it was drawn from,” Doxle said.

“Like the Reaving Storms,” I said.

“You are familiar with those?” Doxle said.

“Intimately,” I said.

“My condolences,” he said, because there were no good experiences to be had with Reaving Storms. “And yes. The Reaving Storms are uncontrolled manifestations of the power of the other planes which have collided with this one. We draw magic from those planes, but that is not the only means by which their power leaks into this world.”

“But only when the Soul Kindled Wards fail,” I said. This was territory I probably shouldn’t have been well versed in but it was an understatement to say I had history in this particular area.

“The Soul Kindled Wards do serve to contain the power leakage of the other planes, and when they fail calamities do tend to occur,” Doxle said, meticulously not saying something else though I wasn’t sure what.

“Advisor’s don’t make the wards though. That’s the nobles’ jobs,” I said, trying to see why he was explaining all this and how it might be relevant to me.

“True. Our role is more specific,” Doxle said. “The natural leakage from the planes is only one means of unearthly power being drawn into this world. Each and every practitioner of the Transcendent Arts draws on that power too. For most, the amount they can call forth is trivial, and even the amount they can store up within themselves offers no danger to the world at large, even when it’s sufficient to destroy them utterly.”

“Some can draw in more though,” I said, seeing at last where this was leading.

“Some can draw in much more,” Doxle said. “For most of those, training begins at a very early age. For others, their potential ends at a very early age as the raw magic they contain discorporates them. Some few though survive without training and without destroying themselves. Whether it is luck, natural skill, or something about the nature of the plane they’re attuned too, they wind up possessing a fantastically deep Hollowing and the potential to be truly mighty casters.”

“Hollowings?” I asked.

“Its the term for the space within us where we hold the magic of the planes we are synched with.”

“And I’m one of these people with deep Hollowings?” I asked, suspecting that the truth was rather different, and hoping that wouldn’t be obvious or detectable.

“Oh you’re more than that,” Doxle said. “You have a fantastic Hollowing unless I miss my guess, but more importantly you have a natural, almost inborn capacity for wielding those magics.”

“Why do you say that?” I asked, feeling more exposed than I had in years.

“When we met, your face was a mass of bruises and your nose had been broken in two places,” Doxle said. “In the short time we’ve been together those wounds have vanished. In point of fact, they were mostly healed by the time we exited the jail.”

“I’ve always healed fast,” I said, understating the truth it by several orders of magnitude.

“A useful trait,” Doxel said. “Also evidence to suggest that you can use your magic on a subconscious level. That’s not common for form shifters, but its not unheard either. The speed and ease with which you manage it however is impressive.”

“So then I’m fine?” I asked, still not seeing exactly where he fit in.

“No,” Doxle said. “You have been fine, but you are unlikely to remain so for two specific reasons. First, drawing magic from another plane, any other plane, requires a transmutation of the mind. When we reach out from the reality we know into an unreal one, our minds transform to hold them both. Some call this ‘enlightenment’, but ‘madness’ is a much more accurate description. We build shapes with words, and gestures, and materials to force our minds to retain a shape that can exist in this world but any failures can break that connection, sometimes temporarily, other times not.”

“But that’s never been a problem for me,” I said.

“And with training, it may never need to be,” Doxle said. “It’s only when people are pushed beyond the limits of their skill that they tend to make grave mistakes in channeling their magic. Which leads us to the other reason you are likely to encounter difficulties going forward; if you could leave here and live a quiet life in some little cottage in the woods, you might never need your magics, but with power such as you possess, the Great Houses are going to take an interest in you, and their attentions will ensure that your life is the furthest thing from quiet that you can imagine.”

Clockwork Souls – Chapter 2

It’s fun to surprise people. It’s even more fun to surprise demons.

“Leave  us,” Doxle said, without turning to face my jailer. 

My jailer didn’t seem to be able to process those two words. I didn’t bother trying to keep the smile off my face. It’s not often I get to surprise someone by proxy.

“Begging your pardon, sir, but I don’t think I should do that,” my jailer said. “I don’t know what you have in mind, but you can’t trust that one. She’ll gut you quick if you get any closer. In fact you should probably move back a bit even now.”

Doxle rolled his eyes before visibly suppressing a sigh. 

“Your concern is appreciated,” he said, rising to his feet and turning to face my jailer. 

From the tension in his shoulders and the set of his elbows and fingers, he was holding back an impulse towards violence without a great deal of effort. The scent of lightning stirred in the air around him though, suggesting that if he decided that minor bit of restraint was no longer worth it, any indulgence in mayhem would be swift and dramatic.

“Well, you can’t be too careful. Not after she put six of our best in the infirmary,” my jailer said.

“Six in the infirmary and none in the morgue? Curious,” Doxle said. “Where do you think she might put you, if she was freed of those chains?”

He snapped his fingers and the manacles around my throat and hands dropped to the grey stone floor with a satisfyingly heavy thunk.

I started to chuckle.

I’m not sure it sounded properly human.

That was fine. After two days in a cell, cut off from almost everything I was, I wasn’t feeling properly human either.

Sinking down onto my haunches, I gathered strength for a killing pounce as I met my jailer’s horrified gaze.

I waited just a moment longer, savoring the widening of her eyes. Clear white terror invaded them, rippled up from the pit of his belly.

Ending this too quickly would have been a mistake. He needed to see what was coming, and from the trembling step he began to take backwards I was pretty sure he could.

I started to move but Doxle held a hand out. It wasn’t enough to stop me. He barely had two fingers interposed between me and my jailer. There wasn’t even a spike of ash or lightning to go with it. It was a signal that I should stop, and only that.

So I listened to it and paused, waiting motionless to see what would happen next.

I’d assumed Doxle was going to make a comment but the jailer’s scream cut that short. For a big guy, my jailer was not lacking in speed when it came to retreating. I heard him race down the hallway and slam shut the door on the far end. It sadly took several moments longer for the stench of his cologne to follow after him, returning the prison to its normal aroma of pathetic human misery.

“My apologies,” Doxle said, turning back to me. “That was not how an Imperial servant ought to present themself.”

“You left the chains on my legs,” I said.

“I did,” Doxle said, showing neither guilt nor an intention to change the situation.

“What do you want?” I asked. I was curious, but I suspected if I didn’t keep things simple we would be here for hours and with my neck no longer bound, gnawing a path to freedom was more viable than ever.

“You, I want you,” Doxle said. “Tell me, do you know what an Imperial Advisor is?”

“No.” Again, I could have lied but to what point? If he thought I was an uneducated idiot why would I care?

“I imagine you haven’t received formal training in the fundamentals of magecraft or Divine Matrices?” Doxle asked.

I didn’t bother replying to that, letting my silent stare be answer enough.

“If I may ask, under whose tutelage did you study the Transcendent Arts?” Doxle asked. “A family member? A retired neighbor perhaps?”

More silence was his only answer.

“You need not fear any repercussions for yourself or them,” Doxle said and turned away to pontificate for a bit. “When Imperial Council disbanded the public academies the natural result was to leave those outside the Great Houses without access to proper education in all manner of subjects, the Transcendent Arts most especially.”

I continued to stare at him. Usually people eventually decide to start making sense when I do that.

He turned back and started to speak again but stopped before another word escaped his lips. I saw his eyes narrow as he searched my face for something.

“You’re not afraid,” he said.

There wasn’t a need to answer that.

“You’ve never been trained? At all?” The idea seemed alien to him, as though he’d been asking where I’d learned to breathe and discovered I’d never managed to work out the mechanism of it.

In truth, learning to breath had been tricky, but I had managed that years ago and was, I felt, justifiably proud at how effortless it had become.

“Yet you sent an entire squad of the local guard to the chirurgeon’s care,” Doxle wasn’t speaking to me anymore. He was pacing and ruminating, with only the occasional glance in my direction as though seeking proof I hadn’t vanished like a trick of the light.

I followed his pacing with my eyes, but stayed coiled tight. He wasn’t going to hurt me. If he’d intended to, he would have done it already, or would build up to it in some dramatic fashion. The door, however, was still open.

I debated whether I could leap hard enough to rip my feet out of the manacles, or off if necessary, but choose to stay where I was.

If nothing else, I was still waiting for an answer to my question.

“I suppose that means she may, in fact, truly require my assistance,” Doxle said, no longer even pretending he was speaking to me. “What an astounding situation. So unlikely too. It’s been, what, a century? Two maybe? And no whispers of any grand machinations of the Court? Delicious.”

He turned back to me and noticed the bored expression I’d allowed to settle on my face.

“Lady Kati, please correct me, but is it fair to say that you have come to the workings of magic only recently?” he asked.

I nodded slowly, unsure where he was going but not yet out of patience.

“And to date, no one has shown you the theorems and instructed you in the geometries of spell casting?”

I nodded again. Some of that was slightly familiar. I’d never been instructed in magic, for a variety of reasons, but it was impossible not to pick up some idea of what it involved by listening to people talk about it.

“A grave disservice has been done to you,” Doxle said. “You asked what I want, and I must beg your indulgence. There is a groundwork of understanding I must lay before you before you will have a full comprehension of the arrangement which is formed between an Imperial Advisor and their ward.”

My patience frayed at that, but only a little. He’d let me scare away the jailer, and he’d removed three of my five manacles. That bought him my attention for a while longer.

Also, if he left it wasn’t like I had much else I could do in the cell.

“These however are not ideal circumstances in which to instruct a neophyte,” Doxle said and snapped his fingers again.

The manacles on my ankles fell away, leaving me completely free.

Or free of their constraint at least.

To get through the door, I would need to get by Doxle. I was quick, but I didn’t like my chances.

“Why?” I asked, meaning why had he freed me, though he chose to answer a different version of it.

“Had you been formally trained already, the bindings upon you would have presented no measure of duress. You would have been familiar with the pact I mean to offer you or free to pursue your own path to freedom,” Doxle said. “As it stands, I believe the only opportunity you might have had for freedom would have involved some rather dreadful sacrifices. Sacrifices which could have compelled you to form a pact even should accepting it be anathema to you.”

“So I can leave?” I asked. I’d understood his words, but clarity on that point seemed critical.

“Of course,” Doxle said. “You shouldn’t have been detained here in the first place.”

“And the trial?” I asked, wondering if I was going to be pursued by the city’s guards for the rest of my life.

“I am your trial,” Doxle said. “If I set you free, anyone who would contest that will need to challenge me on the subject.”

I smiled. Challenging Doxle would not go well for my jailer, or likely all of the jailers here.

I rose slowly and took a tentative step to leave the cell, but Doxle held up a hand.

Because of course it was too good to be true.

“There is one bit of mistreatment I can remedy,” Doxle said and pulled a green gown with silver piping from thin air. “They are supposed to provide prisoners with proper clothing, not leave them with nothing more than bloody rags.

I was still wearing the dress I’d been hauled into the prison in, though it had lost a sleeve, all the material below my knees, and been shredded across the midsection well before I arrived at the city gates. The blood on it was mostly not my own, but there was entirely too much regardless of the source.

With another wave, Doxle conjured a folding screen which divided the cell in half. I was on the wrong side of it to make a break for the door, but I saw the value in changing first. If there was pursuit after me, finding the girl in a green gown was going to be more challenging than finding one in a gown caked with mud and splattered with blood.

“I imagine you have designs against your jailer,” Doxle said. “I would suggest that you may wish to stay your hand for now.”

“Why?” I asked.

“He may prove useful to you soon,” Doxle said.

“How?”

“He is terrified of you,” Doxle said. “Such people are easily influenced, and can provide a form of testimony which is convincing when others are not.”

‘Easily influenced’ wasn’t a trait I’d considered my jailer to have, but I had to admit, it was easy to see when I considered his overall behavior.

I stepped out from behind the curtain, the new gown getting dirty already from my hair and unbathed body. I held onto the old gown too. I hadn’t meant for it to be destroyed and there had to be someone in the city who could restore it.

“I can go now?” I asked.

Doxle nodded but then held up his hand again.

“Perhaps I should lead,” he said. “If the staff sees you first, they may leap to unfortunate assumptions. Oh, and you may also want these.”

Another flick of his fingers and he handed me a pair of soft leather ankle boots. 

They didn’t match the gown, but their fit was as perfect as its had been and I found them pleasing. They had a heavy sole that would make stomping much more effective. After waiting a moment for me to put them on over my otherwise bare feet, Doxle led me out of the cell and to the door at the end of the hall.

“We’re leaving now,” he said to the trio of cowering jailers on the other side.

“Is she properly bound now sir?” my jailer asked.

“She is with me,” Doxle said.

“Okay,” my jailer said, his voice wavering between terrified and relieved.

The door opened to show the stairway leading up and three grown men plastering themselves to the wall.

Doxle made a small shooing motion since passing between them was impractical given the narrowness of the stairs and they all but fled up the stairs before us.

I didn’t remember being taken through as many room as we wound up chasing the guards through, them proceeding us as if there was anything they could do to prevent my escape at this point, and Doxel casually walking forward as I followed.

When we stepped at last into the sunlight, I turned punched my jailer in the throat.

It was gentle.

I didn’t crush his windpipe.

Not completely.

And I didn’t tear his throat away slowly.

Which was what I’d been planning to do.

He went down choking and sputtering, but, crucially, not dying, which I felt showed a truly admirable level of restraint.

“She…she can’t do that!” one of the other jailers cried.

“Not if she’s properly bound! Not if you say no!” the third jailer objected.

Doxle turned only his head to glance over his shoulder at them.

“You are correct, but why would I say no to her?”

Clockwork Souls – Chapter 1

My skin didn’t fit. Mostly because it was designed to hold me, not the giant mass of bruises I’d become. Normally that wouldn’t have been a problem, but the gilded manacles on my hands, neck, and feet were there so that it would be.

That was going to become someone else’s problem the moment anyone came within the reach of the chains my captors had foolishly attached to the manacles.

Assuming I didn’t gag to death before then.

I’d been able to smell the prison before they’d dragged me into the city. Being chained in one of its cells did not improve the experience. I’d been weighing the benefits of gnawing off various limbs in an effort to escape but, sadly, gnawing off your own neck presents certain challenges. That didn’t mean it was any less tempting though.

“The one you’re looking for is down here. Don’t know what good she’d do someone like you though. Feral little thing’ll try to bite your head off.” 

That was the voice of my redemption.

Also my jailer.

That he was speaking meant he was coming to see me. He’d done that three times so far, working up the nerve to get near my cell by pretending they had me completely under control.

To be fair, they did have me mostly under control. 

Mostly however left room for mayhem.

I heard his voice while he was still descending the stairs at the far end of the hallway. The prison was built from old stones, and they spoke back the sounds they heard well enough to give me a minute’s warning that he was plodding onto the floor of empty cells I’d been tossed into. Of the twelve cells, mine was the only one with a living occupant in it and yet they’d chosen to place me in the cell that was farthest from the stairs. As though the extra few seconds after I broke free might buy them time to escape.

I wasn’t sure what I’d done to warrant the special placement.

Maybe this was the only floor they had with the special manacles and chains?

Seemed a bit much. I’d only lightly maimed a few of them when they tried to stop me from entering the city.

“Feral? How intriguing. Has that been the chirugeon’s diagnosis?”

That was a new voice.

And a new scent.

The jailer wore enough cologne that the regular stench of the prison was drowned out within ten feet of him. 

It wasn’t an improvement.

The new scent was a far more subtle thing though.

Regretting it immediately, I pulled in a good lungful of air trying to identify the tiny hints I was picking up before they arrived.

Ash and lightning.

They were buried under the offal and piss and despair that had sunk into every crevasse of every stone, but the scents of ash and lighting were there and they were old and deep. Layers upon layers. Ashes from a match burned a moment ago atop the ashes of a hearth fire that had burned for years atop ashes from fires that had burned before the first human caught the first spark and made it their own.

And wound through it all, a current of lightning. 

I backed up in my cell.

My jailer was four times my size, he was armed, and he was mean. Given the slightest provocation, or even the barest chance, he would hurt me and find joy in the act.

He wasn’t a concern.

The new voice though?

I didn’t want to meet him.

Not unless I could spring on him from the right ambush spot.

“Here you go,” my jailer said, stopped before the sigil etched door to my cell.

Hiding wasn’t going to do me any good.

And I was glad I hadn’t gnawed any limbs off yet.

I considered the window, but it too high to reach with the chains in place and covered in bars bearing the even more sigils than the door. 

I guess the door was meant to be opened once in a while. The window was only there to let air and the occasional gusts of rain in. No need to allow for any possibility of passage there.

I heard the rattle of keys, and the jailer reciting an incantation under his breath. 

Sure. Try to keep that secret. It didn’t matter. I could smell the incantation wouldn’t work for me, even if I had the keys and was on the right side of the door. 

For the jailer though, it worked just fine.

Gears within the door spun in response to the spark the incantation sent through them, twirling other gears and retracting the bolts driven into the left side of the wall. The sigils on both sides of the door powered down too. 

Not that I could see their glow fade with the manacles in place.

What sense would there have been to advertise that the traps had been disarmed to someone inside the cell? 

With the locks and traps bypassed, the door swung open on its own, revealing my jailer standing beyond it.

He never came any closer than one pace into the room. 

The person with him had no such sense of self preservation though.

As he stepped into the room the scent of ash and lightning didn’t grow any stronger. 

That was odd.

Nothing else faded away, but his scent remained at a distance. 

Or diminished? 

Was he drawing himself inwards the closer he got?

Why?

Not to give himself away?

Not to frighten me?

That did not work if so. Someone who could lie through the scent was far more frightening than someone who was merely bound to old powers.

I coiled up too, preparing for a strike I was currently incapable of making.

Not the right move.

Don’t approach larger predators from a position of aggression if you have no backup.

I knew that.

I’m not great at doing things how I’m supposed to.

The new person seemed bad at that too though.

Or bad at noticing impending attacks.

Or he just didn’t care.

Which was probably the case. He wasn’t backing away like a sensible human or looming over me like a sensible predator. He was just watching me.

Okay, he was looming a bit.

He was tall though. He couldn’t help but loom a little. 

And he definitely wasn’t human, so the lack of backing away made sense too.

The eyes he focused on me could have been human, aside from the brightly burning red irises in them. His ears were similarly slightly askew too, longer and tapering to a sharper point than a human’s would have. 

Mostly though it was his bones that were wrong. Too thin, and too long. He looked like someone had taken a handsome man and carved away a bit here and a curve there in order to leave sharp edges everywhere. 

The horns and the fangs were sort of out of place too.

But they were small, so easy to overlook.

“Magister class manacles?” the stranger asked, glancing at the golden bindings I was fitted with.

“She was a devil and a half to put on the ground,” my jailer said. “Didn’t want to risk it with any of the weaker ones.”

“Those can’t be comfortable,” the stranger said.

He wasn’t wrong. The constant burning had been a solid addition to the “gnaw off a limb” side of my internal debate. 

“Deserves worse after what she did to our boys,” my jailer said.

He clearly had no idea what I was going to do to him, but that was fine. Some things are better as surprises.

“It seems like it may have been an even exchange,” the stranger said, kneeling down to eye my busted and broken everything. “Or were these delivered after the Magisters were in place.”

Of course the beating that had stuck had been after I’d been manacled. It was kind of a stupid question. 

Except the stranger didn’t know me, or what I could do. 

“Naw, she got those while she was still unbound,” the jailer lied. “Our boys aren’t goons. They know the laws.”

“Do they now? Even the one about injured and untried prisoners being afforded a visit from a chirurgeon to ensure they remain fit to stand trial?” the stranger asked.

“Oh. Sure. Yeah, we do that,” the jailer said. “There hasn’t been a trial set though. With the Spring Princepts Festival, they put those on hold for this week.”

The stranger closed his eyes and rubbed between the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger. For a brief moment the scent of ash and lighting became stronger and I tensed.

It wasn’t directed at me though.

From how my jailer didn’t back away I could tell he was too nose blind to notice it. That seemed like a potentially fatal disability but not one I had to care about. Whatever the stranger might do to him would probably be at least as horrible as what I had planned.

“Do you mean to tell me that the Imperial Correction and Reformation Institutes official policy is to leave unconvicted prisoners without medical care and simply hope that they remain viable to properly prosecute after a minimum of seven days spent under a suppression field designed to contain a Magister class caster?” The stranger didn’t open his eyes, turn to look at my jailer, or rise from his kneeling position.

“Well, we’re not Imperial, so I can’t say,” my jailer stammered. “We just need to make sure they’re okay before the trial so that’s what we do.”

“Not Imperial?” the stranger sighed. “Of course. Imperial Corrections has contracted out the labor requirements for their Empress-appointed duties.”

“It’s all legal sir,” my jailer said, seeming to finally be aware that the stranger was dangerously unhappy with him.

“Oh, but of course it is,” the stranger said, opening his eyes and bending his lips into the sort of smile found on the edge of a knife. “Most anything can be if there is suitable profit in it for the right people.”

“Right,” my jailer agreed. The panicked sweat he’d been exuding subsided and was drowned under his cologne, indicating that he really wasn’t following the conversation well.

“Very well,” the stranger said. “I suppose there’s no need to fetch a chirurgeon at this point. A better diagnosis will be available from a proper specialist.”

“Your pardon, but I don’t think any other specialists will be making calls here,” my jailer said. “All the healer are off for the week too.”

The stranger laughed at that.

“You think with a festival in full swing, the healers get to take time off? That’s adorable. Tell me, what would you do you were to stumble into something painful during a night of debauchery? Say some inconsiderate person left a knife somewhere that you’d quite accidentally managed to trip into?”

“Well I’d go to the hospital then, wouldn’t I?” my jailer said.

“And who would be there?”

“The healers,” my jailer said, mystified by the question.

The stranger opened his mouth to say something but paused and closed it again. I don’t know people, but that seemed like the smartest choice he could have made. Some conversations do nothing but kill brain cells, and I suspected if it went on longer the stranger might get around to killing all of the jailer’s brain cells, possibly one by one.

“And we’re getting off topic,” the stranger said instead. “So foolish when we have such an interesting puzzle in front of us.”

He was looking directly at me when he said that. It did not make me feel overly comfortable.

“My apologies, I have been unbearably rude,” the stranger said. “Here I am speaking of you rather than to you. Must be something in the air.” He waved a hand in front of his nose as though that could possibly shoo away the jailer’s stench. “Proper introductions first I believe. I am Zindir Harshek Doxle of the First Flame, an Imperial Advisor. That is a terribly tiresome title though so you may call me Doxle if you prefer. May I ask how you desire to be addressed?”

I looked from him to the jailer and back. It didn’t seem like the stranger, Doxle, was mocking me. He apparently just liked words.

“Sure,” I said, perfectly aware that wasn’t the right answer to his question.

Where I’d expected to see irritation flash across the stranger’s face, the twitch of muscles near his eyes suggested mirth instead.

Huh.

“Thank you,” he said and with a wave of his hand and a short bow of his head added, “how do you desire to be addressed?”

“Kati,” I said.

It was my name. I could have lied, but that seemed pointless. If Zindir Harshek Doxle of the First Flame, Imperial Advisor couldn’t figure out my name then he wasn’t dangerous enough to bother misleading.

“Well then Lady Kati, would you perchance be interested in entering into an arrangement with me?”

Doxle’s eyes gleamed with a hungry, flickering light and the scent of ashes rose all around me. There was danger in his designs. There was danger in him. None of that was exactly surprising though. Not with what he was.

The question was, did I want to make a deal with the finely dressed devil who stood before me?

“Sure.”

Broken Horizons – Epilogue 8 (Finale)

Sometimes opportunity comes knocking at an unexpected hour. Other times, it’s family.

“Is that cookies I smell,” a familiar young [Tabbywile] said.

“I think what she means is, ‘Hi’ and ‘Mind if we bother you, those smell delicious’,” a similarly familiar [Metal Mechanoid] said.

“Rip! Matt!” Tessa said and pulled the two into a big hug.

“More like ‘cookie’ singular,” Lisa said, “My [Cooking] is skilling up very slowly.”

“You’ve got the aroma portion of it down,” Rip said. “I could smell them from a block away and it was wonderful!”

“Not that we came to raid your cookie jar,” Matt said. “We were just thinking of checking in and maybe getting a new party invite, if that’s okay?”

Rather than wasting time answering the question with words, Tessa tossed them both instant invites. She still didn’t have a game-like HUD to work with when she was in her quasi-human form, but she’d discovered that she didn’t need it for a variety of the common functions which mirrored the various game mechanisms she was used to. A little imagination and configuring her thoughts to simulate the echoey sound around the world’s key words was enough to handle most of them and some of the rest just required phrasing the request in C++.

“You’re more than welcome to help yourselves to the output of the my skill grinding attempts,” Lisa said. “I can’t promise quality but since I bought a literal ton of ingredients, I can definitely offer quantity.”

“Where ‘quantity’ is one cookie at a time,” Tessa said.

“Dibs!” Rip called.

They settled around the central island in the [Tea Shop’s] kitchen. There wasn’t really enough space for three people plus a cook, especially not with Matt’s larger-than-average metal body, but Lisa seemed to prefer the company to the space as she worked.

“How did things go with your families?” Tessa asked. She’d been sad to see the kids go, but had gone along with the responsible course of action because she’d known Rip and Matt would keep Rose and Jamal physically safe, and that the pair could leave any ugly situation they found themselves in or call for help that a wide variety of people would have been only too willing to provide.

“It was good,” Jamal said and added more softly, “Better than I thought it would be.”

“Are you going back there?” Tessa asked.

“Yeah. Someday. Not for now though,” Jamal said. “We need some time. Mom and me. Maybe for the holidays though?”

Reading microexpressions wasn’t a skill Tessa had ever developed, and detecting them on a [Metal Mechanoid] would have required truly astounding powers of observation. Even without that though, Tessa heard something different in Jamal’s words. Though they were filtered through a mechanical voice box, there was a peace in them, and hope for a future that maybe hadn’t seemed possible before?

“I’m glad that turned out well,” she said, turning to see if Rose had the same sort of news to report.

“Nothing good to report here,” Rip said. “But that’s not a surprise.”

Tessa’s heart clenched and she had to fight back the urge to smother Rose with hugs and supportive words.

“Still sucks, you deserve a hell of a lot better,” she said.

“Of course she does,” Lisa said and wrapped Rip in a hug from behind. “You are ridiculously brave and when your family figures that out they can fight me to the death for you.”

“Oh, uh,” Rose said, as Rip’s eyes grew glassy. “I don’t…you don’t have to…I mean…”

“I think we didn’t want to assume that you’d want to stick with us,” Matt said. “You don’t have to. I mean we’re basically adults in this world, and we’re all trained up now, so it’s okay if you don’t want to take care of us. We’ll be okay.”

“Hey,” Tessa said. “We take care of each other. As long as you still want to hang around with us that is? We have lead you into more than a few meat grinders so far after all.”

“Want to?” Rip said, “Of course we want to!”

“You know, it’s funny you gave them a choice there,” Lisa said, smiling playfully. “I wasn’t planning to. These two are mine now.”

“Ours,” Tessa corrected her. “Just like we’re theirs.”

A long moment of cozy warmth followed but was interrupted by a spark, and then a puff of flame and the acrid smell of burnt chocolate chip cookie.

“Ack! No!” Rip squeaked, breaking free from the layered hug in an attempt to rescue Lisa’s most recent attempt at crafting.

“Well, the good news is, it’s a full batch of twelve this time,” Tessa said, seeing the results Rip rescued from the mixing bowl.

“Twelve charcoal briquettes,” Lisa said, breaking one apart and checking to see if there was anything salvageable with in it.

“I’m sorry,” Rip said.

“Sorry? Why?” Lisa asked. “This is progress. Smelly progress, but still, I haven’t been able to make more than one of anything in any batch I’ve done so far. Sure these are junk, but they’re great junk! I’ve got a much better idea what to do next time now. Could you get me the flour and sugar buckets over there.”

“You’re doing another batch right now?” Matt asked.

“I’ve been making batches for the last three hours,” Lisa said.

“Where are all the cookies from those?” Matt asked.

“They went to a good home,” Tessa said and patted her belly, which was somehow capable of holding far more food than should have been geometrically possible.

Another knock sounded on the door.

“Monsters?” Jamal asked.

“Unlikely in town,” Lisa said, exchanging her mixing spoon for one of the nearby kitchen knives.

“Let me get it,” Tessa said and was inappropriately pleased to see that Matt and Rip were both taking up the best covering positions which were available from the limited options inside the [Tea House].

Calling a few of her higher level spells as a [Void Speaker] to mind, Tessa opened the door to find another pair of familiar faces waiting for her.

“Hi Tessa!” Lady Midnight said. “We heard that Rip and Matt had made it back and guessed we’d find you here.” 

Beside her stood her Earthling counterpart in a worn medical gown.

“We figured we’d let you all know that we were back too,” Claire said. “Though I suppose this is technically my first time to be standing here.”

“I thought you two were off helping cure all the diseases on Earth?” Lisa said.

“We did,” Lady Midnight said. 

“Or, rather, we did as much as we could,” Claire said. “They got an incredible number of therapies and outright cures developed and probably advanced Earth’s medical knowledge by a thousand years or more, but with the worlds drawing apart, the [Remove Disease] class of spells began to fade too, so there was less we could contribute.”

“It sounded like with the breakthroughs that were made though they have the tools to figure things out on their own from there,” Lady Midnight said.

“So the Earth is going to become a disease free zone?” Rip asked.

“Oh, I think it’s better than that,” Tessa said. “The level of advancement you’re talking about is near Singularity level tech.”

“That’s not necessarily better,” Lisa said.

“True. Medical tech that’s sufficiently advanced that we can’t foresee what society will look like after it’s developed is probably going to be put to all kinds of terrible uses.”

“Not all kinds,” Claire said. “Intrinsic in most of the high end body modifications that are going to be possible is the ‘out clause’ that anyone it’s applied to will definitely be able to [World Walk] to one of the worlds were the technique was derived from. If they don’t like what was done to them, there should generally be the tools to reverse the effect on the origination world.”

“Do you think that will happen a lot?” Rip asked.

“Probably not. The fact that you can’t inflict a lot of the unpleasant techniques on people long term, and that even some of the bioweapon options aren’t viable, should help dissuade people from bothering to try in the first place,” Claire said.

“Also, the Earth has several hundred million less people who were at the far end of the ‘abuse and misuse power’ spectrum,” Lady Midnight said. 

“You know, even with that, I can’t say I miss the place,” Rip said. “I like this place as home much better.”

“You haven’t even gotten to see a tiny fraction of it yet either,” Lisa said. “We powered through so much of it, you didn’t get to see any of the classic places that everyone’s been to.”

“Or the new places where no one’s been,” Tessa said. “We know there were unfinished dungeons and strange corners of the world when the [World Shift] happened. With the Fallen Kingdoms rising, there have to be countless more new areas to explore. Ones where no Beta Tester has ever tread before.”

“We may very well be too high level for most of them though,” Lisa said. “Uh, hopefully I guess. We never did figure out how to break the level cap after all.”

“Well, you five will be too high level,” Claire said. “Me though? I’m just a little level 1 newbie still.”

“Same here,” Lisa said. “Well, level 10 since Tessa power leveled me a bit so I could survive the crafting backlashes with less fuss, but I’m not going to be dungeon delving without Lost Alice any time soon.”

“We’re short of party members for that anyways aren’t we?” Jamal asked, pointing to the six of them in the room.

His question was answered by another knock on the door.

“Starchild and Pete?” Tessa guessed.

“Doubt it,” Claire said. “They’re off exploring other games, looking for other members of their ‘cluster’.”

Tessa opened the door warily to find that Claire was correct, but that her own wariness was unwarranted.

“Obby? I thought you were…” Tessa searched for words to wrap around the nebulous idea that floated in her mind but came up with nothing better than, “gone?”

Obby smile and brushed away Tessa’s confusion as though it was both eminently reasonable and entirely unimportant.

“We decided to stay,” Obby said. “Since my wife here is now a mighty level 1, I was thinking I would power level her up a bit and thought I’d check in with you folks if there’s anyone else who might need the xps too?”

“You’re timing is fantastic!” Tessa said. “We were just talking about that.”

She ushered them in to the central room where everyone had gathered, the kitchen being just a trifle too cozy to seat eight people at once.

“Were you thinking we’d do a grand tour of the world?” Rip said.

“Cause that sounds pretty awesome to us,” Matt said.

Tessa pictured them setting out like she had a dozen years ago, the whole world of [Broken Horizons] fresh and new before her.

Except it wouldn’t be quite the same. The perils they faced would be largely irrelevant in the face of their level capped might and the low level characters would be relegated to the position of children strapped into safety seats in the back of the car. Free to watch the safari but forbidden to interact with most of it.

There were methods of fixing that but they all seemed inherently artificial. A level sync could be broken at whim to deal with dangerous encounters where part of the joy of fighting together was knowing that you really had to depend on each other.

When everyone was invested and working together? That was where the real magic happened.

Tessa looked down at her hands.

The hands that had worked magic so many times.

The hands that had held the power of a god.

The hands that still held so much potential.

Did she want to use that potential to make a fleeting dream come true?

Of course. 

What else was her potential meant for?

[Sky’s Edge] had been rebuilt. It wasn’t the small village it had once been though. At its heart lay a shrine to those who’d been lost to the [Oblivion Remnants]. The [Shrine of the Lost] wasn’t a simple memorial though. It was a gateway, a rift into the edge of nothing and from which, occasionally, some of the Lost were able to reemerge. 

A few who came back were simple confused, their time spent in Oblivion having passed for them in less than a blink, while others spoke of wandering in their own dreamscapes, encountering nightmares and all sorts of strange visions. Some even spoke of falling through a starry abyss to other worlds, and so the search for the Lost was expanded to include all the realms the [World Walkers] could find. 

Little by little the damage that had been done was healing, though that took as many different forms as there were people in need of restoration.

The shrine was not why Tessa had brought her party to [Sky’s Edge] though. She’d chosen it as the start of their journey partially out of nostalgia and partly because, of all the places she could have attempted what she planned to try, [Sky’s Edge] felt the most appropriate.

“I didn’t think as much changed up here as down on the planet’s surface?” Claire said when she stepped out of the new [Teleportal] that had been constructed to facilitate travel between the [High Beyond] and the rest of the world.

“It hasn’t,” Tess said. “We missed a lot of it, but we’re not here because of what’s new in the [High Beyond]. We’re here for what will be new in us.”

“And that would be what?” Rip asked.

“Depends on whether this works or not,” Tessa said, holding her hands out towards the center of the square where she’d first encounter Lisa a lifetime ago.

She glanced over to see Lisa nod in agreement and support. They hadn’t told the others about Tessa’s idea yet, mostly because neither of them wanted to get anyone’s hopes up if it proved to be impractical.

Drawing in a deep breath, Tessa closed her eyes and grasped the power that lay dormant within herself.

She’d never formed her level 99 [Void Speaker] ability and it was there, quiet and waiting to be given meaning by the name she chose for it.

Beyond herself, impossible to contain or even fully perceive, the [Risen Kingdoms] loomed up and engulfed her. She was only a tiny mote against the endlessness of eternity, so many other lives as bright her own, so that her wishes vanished in the tide of their dreams and aspirations.

There was no shout she could have screamed that would have risen above the cacophony of so many lives, her voice alone was too small to even be noticed on the scale of the world. Even the gods themselves could barely speak loud enough for their wills to be made manifest across the whole of the realm. Tessa could have cast all the untapped power she carried into that maelstrom and been as lost as a raindrop falling into the ocean.

So she didn’t scream.

She whispered.

“[Infinite Creation Portal: Path to a New Beginning].”

>> Command unrecognized.

Tessa focused her mind’s eye down to a single image and a single desire.

She wanted to be with her friends and family.

She wanted to be a part of a world she’d always loved, even when it had broken her heart.

She wanted to play.

“[Infinite Creation Portal: Path to a New Beginning]”

>> System expansion detected.

>> Planetary level permission required.

The voice that spoke those words in Tessa’s mind could have leveled mountains with a syllable. The voice that answered them though was unexpectedly gentle and kind.

“Oh, I like this idea,” the [Risen Kingdoms] said. “Permission granted.

>> New Ability [Infinite Creation Portal: Path to a New Beginning] obtained!

>> New Permanent World Feature Generated: [Portal of New Beginnings].

>> Documentation request send to [God of Knowledge] for new power description and portal user help.

>> New Global Status Update generated and transmitted to all users.

>> [High Beyond] map updated.

>> New Title Awarded: Published Game Developer 

>> New Permissions Granted: Junior Debugger

>> New Interface Installed: Level 1 Troubleshooter

>> Threat Assessment raised to Tier 7!

Tessa reeled at the barrage of system messages, which scrolled across the new and not-at-all totally-overwhelming HUD that had appeared overlaying her previously fully human vision.

“Are you okay?” Lisa asked, one hand on Tessa’s back to help her stay on her feet. “It worked!”

In front of them an oval of swirling rainbow light, bound in a band of glowing gold hung an inch off the ground and stretched up six feet high.

“It’s beautiful,” Rip said.

“What does it do?” Matt asked.

“It lets us start over again,” Tessa said. “This is like making a new alt in the game. We won’t lose anything that we are now. We can go back to our current selves, just like we can split apart or recombine with the alts that we already have. What this will let us do is play around with the other people we want to try being.”

“And it will let us experience the world like we should have the first time,” Lisa said. “Everyone growing together.”

“It’ll be a lot slower to climb back to the level cap like this,” Tessa said.

“But we’ll see a lot more of the world in the process,” Lisa said.

“And we can learn to do the things we didn’t get to try on our last mad dash to the level cap,” Tessa said.

“This time it won’t be the fate of the world riding on what we do,” Lisa said.

“It’ll just be us, going wherever the promise of loot and fun takes us,” Tessa said.

It was what Tessa’s heart had yearned for since she’d read her first fairy tale and in the eyes of her new family, she saw the same yearning burning bright enough to light all of their days to come.

Broken Horizons – Epilogue, Ch 7

Tessa and Lisa

All the rush and clamor was far distant at last and in a little [Tea House] on the edge of [Dragonshire] all was, for a little while at least, peaceful in the world.

And that was driving Tessa nuts.

“You’re sure you don’t want to work on leveling your [Cooking] skill?” Lisa asked. “Even the failures aren’t too bad.”

She had a bowl filled with something that might have been cookie batter in her arms. That she was wearing a near equal quantity of flour from ‘crafting failures’ put a chuckle in Tessa’s heart, but she shook her head nonetheless.

“I’m still hoping I can put the time in on [Arcane Tinkering] but the supplies for that require [Gem Crafting] and it’s silly to work on that before we run the [Rainbow Diamond Mine] again.” 

From what the other players had reported, the [Risen Kingdoms] still had the limitation that, while you could level up every craft, you could only truly master one of them.

“I’m not planning to master [Cooking],” Lisa said. “We’ve already got plenty of [Master Chefs] in the guild. But you’ve got to admit that instant chocolate chip cookies are a nice option to have.”

“I can’t disagree, though I do feel compelled to point out that more than half the time, you’re a [Vampire] these days. Do cookies really do anything for you then?” Tessa asked.

“Not really,” Lisa said. “Lost Alice’s strain of vampirism allows her to eat regular food, but her sense of taste is pretty dulled. Which is interesting now that I think about it since her sense of smell is off the charts.”

“Is that something that got better as you leveled up?” Tessa asked. She’d stopped her and joined Lisa in the [Teas House’s] kitchen, choosing a seat by the food prep island in the center of the room.

“Definitely. Also I think her blood efficiency got better too, she gets hungry a lot slower than when we were starting out,” Lisa said, drawing a [Fire Hex] over the cookie dough and wrapping a [Shaping Hex] around it.

In theory that would complete the crafting and leave them with a bowl full of finished chocolate chip cookies. In practice the crafting magic wasn’t quite stable in Lisa’s hands yet and the entire contents of the bowl vanished in a bright puff, leaving behind only a single cookie for all her efforts.

“I wonder if that got all of the calories from everything in the mix or if the rest just got burned away?” Lisa said.

“Can I try it?” Tessa asked, taking the cookie from the bowl when Lisa nodded.

It wasn’t a perfect chocolate chip cookie, but it was definitely well into the acceptable range. Tessa looked up, casting Lisa a hopeful expression that there might be another one being prepped soon.

“I think the other ingredients got disintegrated,” she said, remembering that she was supposed to be testing the cookie, not just enjoying it. “This doesn’t taste like it’s got multiple cups of sugar in it.”

“But it tastes okay?”

“I don’t know. I think I’ll need some more to be sure. Maybe another dozen or so?” Tessa said with an impish grin.

Lisa flicked some flour at her, but did start assembling the ingredients for another batch.

“So what would you normally be doing on an afternoon off?” Lisa asked.

“For the last few years? Working,” Tessa said. “Believe it or not, I think dungeon delving is a healthier activity than working as a programmer. Well, no, I should be fair. I know there are decent companies out there. I never had the good fortune to work for one, but there are places that treat their staff like people rather than Employee ID Numbers who can be made to puke up code by yelling at them.”

“You are making me very glad I didn’t try to get into programming,” Lisa said.

“You had an interest in it?” 

“Sure. I played this game for over a decade. I think everyone imagines what it would be like to make their own. From everything I’ve heard though, the game industry is miserable.”

“I thought I was being smart by working for a financial company,” Tessa said, snagging a few of the chocolate chips that were left in the bag after Lisa poured out what she needed. “Turns out it’s less about what you’re doing and more who you’re doing it for though.”

“And now?” Lisa asked.

“Now I am enjoying some lovely cookies which a talented [Cook] is making,” Tessa said, watching with anticipation as Lisa manually finished putting together the batter.

“I meant how does it feel to be working for yourself,” Lisa said. “I couldn’t help but notice the pacing you were doing.”

“Sorry. It just that slowing down feels weird,” Tessa said. “We literally entered this world running and it feels like we haven’t stopped since.”

“Things are pretty quiet now though, or are you hearing something from the guild?” Lisa stopped stirring, concern flashing over her face.

“No, nothing from the guild,” Tessa said. “Nothing from anyone. As far as I can see, things really are okay at the moment. I guess I’m just, I don’t know, waiting for the other show to drop?”

“It did,” Lisa said. “A few thousand times I think.”

“I know. It’s silly. We’ve been through the literal end of the world. We’ve died. A lot. What could be worse than that?” Tessa rested her elbows on the island and let her head fall into her hands.

“It’s not silly,” Lisa said. “It’s the aftermath of trauma, and a major life change, and some very reasonable concerns.”

“Reasonable?” Tessa asked.

“Everything we thought we knew got upended. We’re not who we thought we were. That is a lot to take in. Being worried that something else might come along is just sensible. It’s allowing yourself to be aware of how uncertain all this is.”

“That does sound reasonable. And terrible.”

“We did say when this was all done we were going to find a therapist who could help us sort through all the stuff that happened to us, right?”

“Yeah. That was a good idea then and a good one now. Well, not right now.”

“Enjoying the cookies are you?” Lisa asked, conjuring another [Fire Hex].

“I’m enjoying all of this,” Tessa said, sweeping the room with a glance.

“Are you?” Lisa asked, finishing the batch and producing another single cookie. “You don’t have to pretend for me.”

Tessa heard an undercurrent in those words that got her up and off her chair.

“I’m not pretending,” she said, wrapping her arms around Lisa lightly. “I think I just forgot how to relax. If I try to imagine being anywhere else, all I can picture is trying to get back here. I know that we can go almost anywhere we can imagine and none of those other worlds seems even half as appealing as being in this shop, as being with you, right here and now.”

“Thanks,” Lisa said, her shoulders releasing a tension that had crept up on her without either of them noticing. “I know we won’t be able to curl up in here forever, but I think I need this time to recharge my batteries.”

“Time away from people?” Tessa asked.

“Yeah. I’ve never been that much of a party animal. It’s a little easier when Lost Alice is around. She’s got more stamina for the whole socializing thing.”

“Think she and Pillowcase are having any luck finding our other alts?” Tessa asked.

“I’d guess not yet,” Lisa said. “I think if they do manage to find one, they’ll be so excited they’ll send us a chat message immediately. I know that’s what I would do.”

“It’s a shame they’re missing out on these cookies,” Tessa said taking one from a previous batch Lisa had attempted.

“In theory I should be better by the time they get back. They can share experiences with us then and get the first hand version of them from our senses,” Lisa said.

“It’s neat that we have that to offer to them,” Tessa said. “I remember thinking I was going to be nothing but a burden to Pillowcase, or Glimmerglass, but even just being regular old me, I can do things for them they can’t do on their own.”

“I thought it was interesting how many people were interested in learning how to split and recombine like you do, even the ones who were heading back to Earth full time.”

“Confession time; I am not at all unhappy that a good portion of our guild chose to head home.” Tessa said. “I think we lucked into a good group of people but what we have now feels a lot more manageable than the monster group we had before.”

“I’m guessing we’ll see those numbers going back up over time,” Lisa said, beginning the next batch of cookies.

“You think people will be jumping ship on their current guilds to join ours?” Tessa asked. She could imagine that fairly easily given the rather draconian rules some guilds had in place in terms of enforced performance metrics.

“That, and I think we’ll see a fair number of the people who went back to the Earth returning here over time. Some may just vacation for a while, but I’m betting a good number of them will find the Earth’s not the world they knew either and move back to the [Risen Kingdoms] permanently.”

“I heard some of them saying they couldn’t live without their XBoxes and Doritos,” Tessa said. “I’m reasonably sure we’ll never have those here.”

“The Doritos would be doable but probably not the XBoxes. The thing is I’m not sure the Earth will have those either. With people traveling to different worlds, I think the Earth society we knew is going to change into something very different, and I don’t think it will take long.”

Tessa thought about that and caught a glimpse of the changes Lisa was envisioning.

“It’s even bigger than the change in population isn’t it?” she said. “No one’s going to work jobs like the ones I had. No one needs to stay in situations that make them miserable. If the people there don’t build a world that people feel happy and proud to live in, no one will.”

“That’s why I want to go back and visit in a year or so,” Lisa said. “It probably won’t be unrecognizable by that point, but people can change pretty quickly and I think we’ll see some clear signs for where things are going.”

“Do you think your family will stay there?” Tessa asked.

“Nope. They were some of the first people Rachel taught the [World Walking] trick to. They’re off touring some of my Mom’s favorite movies. They said they’d stop back in too though, and that they’d leave word where they’ll settle down once they decide.”

“How will they manage thatu? Isn’t there a chance that anyone they leave word with will be off traveling too?” Tessa asked, imagining families losing track of each other forever unless one side or the other could pull off a miracle or two..

“Rachel’s got that part covered,” Lisa said. “She and some of the other World Walkers are establishing cross world network connections. She thinks they’ll need to route those through Earth but it should be possible to have something like an extended version of our telepathic chat channels in place as humans start branching out into farther and farther worlds.”

Tessa blinked and then smiled. She wasn’t alone. They weren’t alone. There were other people working as hard as she ever had to keep the worlds going. 

Looking out the window, she saw big fluffy snowflakes starting to fall and felt something release inside her.

The same sense of relief that used to sweep over her when she was a kid and snow was falling on a school night sang down to her fingers and toes.

She could relax, she could be at peace, she could enjoy her wonderful new house and the woman she was in love with.

Then there was a knock at the door.

Broken Horizons – Epilogue, Ch 6

Rose and Jamal

Rose found Jamal in the ruins of his house, the pieces of his old life reduced to dust and kindling. He was picking through the rubble, quiet and focused enough that he didn’t hear her walking close.

Or maybe Rip’s stealth skills were still with her. 

Earth was healing, and while the barrier between it and the other worlds in its constellation would never be impassable again, the ability to access abilities from those other worlds was fading quickly. That Rip was still as close to Rose as she was spoke to how thin the wall between the two facets of her self was, but even so Rip’s magic and exceptional talents stood on the bedrock of the Risen Kingdoms and weren’t going to last more than another hour on Earth, at best.

“It doesn’t look like they were here,” she said, stopping a short distance away from Jamal. 

Normally she wouldn’t have knelt beside him and offered him a hug if that was what he needed. This time though, she waited. Sometimes he needed support, and something he needed to work things out on his own before he could let people in again, even her. Neither Rose nor Rip had magical insight enough to tell the two states apart, and so she let him decide, content to simply be there when and if he needed her.  She couldn’t claim any special wisdom in that though given that she’d learned the strategy from him.

“They weren’t,” Jamal said. “I talked to Mrs. Leibowitz.”

Gazing over to the right, Rip saw Mrs. Leibowitz’s house had suffered just a bare fraction of damage Jamal’s had. It was like a tornado had reached down to specifically smite his home alone. That seemed fair somehow. Mrs. Leibowitz had helped them out a bunch of times, giving them a place to ‘help out with chores’ when they were little and needed an excuse to not be at either of their homes.

“That’s…is that good?” she asked. Neither of them had a great relationship with their parents. Having just come from what was probably the last shouting match with her mother that she would ever have, Rose felt lighter and freer than she thought she ever had.

But that didn’t mean Jamal would necessarily feel the same.

“It is,” Jamal said, turning to face her and showing her a smile that was far warmer and more genuine than she’d thought she’d find on him. At least in regards to his family.

“Have you talked to them?” she asked, trying to understand this new place where she found her best friend.

“Yeah. I talked to my Mom,” he said, pushing a section of fallen wall over to clear a space for them to sit down. “She’s…someone new?”

“What like she got replaced with someone like Rip or Matt?”

“No. She’s just different. It’s like, almost dying, and losing me, and just everything that happened? I think it all forced her to look at what she’d been doing. She seems, calmer I guess?”

“Did she ask you to stay with her?’ Rose asked, dreading the answer, but knowing she had to be brave enough to ask.

“Stay? No. She said…,” he paused at the leading edge of a lump in his throat, right before it could put a catch in his voice, “…she said that she knew she’d messed up, a lot, and that all she wanted now was for me to follow my dreams and do what I thought mattered. She said she trusted me, and that once she got out of the hospital, she was going to find a new home and that she hoped someday I’d feel safe enough to come back and visit her there.”

Not a single one of those words sounds like something Jamal’s Mom would ever have said, but listening to him, Rose knew that she had.

Jamal wasn’t magically healed by his mother’s change of heart and sudden maturity. He was touched by it, and maybe set free too, but he’d been hurt enough that his joy was tempered into quiet and plain words rather than any surging exaltations of happiness.

“What about…?” Rose stopped, unsure if she even wanted to say the name of his mother’s boyfriend.

“Still alive too, believe it or not,” Jamal said. “Jumped in front of a Demon Centipede Bus and got stabbed like fifty times, but he managed to both save my step-sister and survive thanks to someone killing the Centipede thing and exploding it into a cloud of healing potions.”

“Huh. That’s not how I would have expected that to go.”

“That’s what my mother said. Didn’t stop her from kicking him to the curb though and from the sounds of it, he agreed. Apparently he’s off to join a monastery or something. Had a near death experience and discovered he had a lot of thing to work on before he was going to be ready to be a fit for human company.”

“Wish I’d known all it would have taken was pushing him in front of a bus. Could have tried that a long time ago,” Rose said. Or Rip. Or both really. Neither one liked The BoyFriend.

Jamal chuffed out a little laugh.

“Glad you didn’t. I’d hate to have to commit grand theft or something so we could thrown in the same prison together.”

“Like they’d have ever caught me,” Rose said.

“Hey, you can’t run like lightning over here,” Jamal said, standing up and offering her his hand.

She took it and brushed herself off. “Did you find what you were looking for?”

“Nah, but it was a dumb idea,” Jamal said.

“Shut up, you’ve never had a dumb idea in your life. Spit it out, what were you looking for?”

Jamal put a hand on the back of his neck, and made a quick study of his own feet.

“Well, you know how Tessa figured out how we can split apart?” he said.

Rose did, and she was reasonably certain she never wanted to try it. Ever. Every moment she stood on the Earth, she felt the maddening itch to get back in Rip’s skin.

Being a human girl was fine. Great even. Being a Tabbywile though? Fast and strong and free as the wind? She liked being Rose, but she loved being Rip Shot. Asking if she wanted to split the two apart felt similar to asking if she wanted to remove the left half of her torso from the right.

No thank you.

“You’re thinking of taking her up on that?” Rose asked, not startled but puzzled.

“Not permanently,” Jamal said. “I’d just like to know how, and I had this stupid idea to go with it.”

“I will Lightning Bop you,” Rose warned him.

“Okay, not stupid, just, you know, stupid,” he said, though the last was more teasing than serious.

Rose responded properly by glowering and raising her hand in a claw-like fashion.

“I thought if I could find one of my Dad’s old books on engineering, Matt and I could split apart when he was damaged and I could repair him. Or maybe invent new gadgets and upgrade him.”

“You were going to put an Arc Reactor into him weren’t you?”

“Well, he is a ‘Man’, and he is made of ‘Iron’, sorta.”

“And you think that’s a stupid idea?” Rose accused him.

“Well…” Jamal began to say.

“Why on Earth would you NOT do that?” Rose asked. “That’s sounds freaking awesome!”

“I know, but it’s not like I can actually build an Arc Reactor.”

“Well sure, not here. But in the Risen Kingdoms? Come on you know there’s like ten thousand people working on that already!”

“Yeah, but they probably know what they’re doing,” Jamal said.

“Dude, when was the last time you saw an Adventurer that knew what they were doing?”

“Okay, that’s a fair point. But still, I wouldn’t even know where to start. Not really I mean.”

“Geez if only you knew someone with a direct like to one of the literal gods who created the Risen Kingdoms.”

Jamal stared at her as though waiting for a punchline that was never going to come.

“Me!” she said. “I’m still the High Priestess of the Lord of Storms you know.”

“Uh, no. No I did not know that,” Jamal said, raising his forefinger in protest.

“I told you! Or, hmm, I think I told you?” Rose said, trying to remember if there’d been a time after she’d called the Lord of Storms back to life and after they’d met her deity in Heaven and she’d had a chance to confirm that her, largely ceremonial, status was intact.

“That you have a god on speed dial? No, I think I’d remember that.”

“It’s not exactly speed dial and, to be fair, the reborn gods are kinda up to their eyeballs in requests so I’m not supposed to call more than once a week or so.”

“Oh yeah, weren’t they saying something about coding a healthy work/life balance into the fabric of the world?”

“I think that was a joke. From what Storms said, they’re being very careful with any changes they make. Nobody want to let in any new Oblivion Remnants, even if the Risen Kingdoms and Gaia mostly have that sorted out.”

“I can see that. We just got done saving the place. It’d be nice if it stayed saved for a while.”

“Yeah. That said though, I’m pretty sure I can get you hooked up with someone who knows what they’re doing and is capable of teaching what they know too,” Rose paused, a terrible thought turning in her belly. “Umm, if you’re still thinking you’ll come back. That’s what your Mom was suggesting so it’s okay right?”

Jamal shook his head and for a moment Rose’s heart sank into her socks.

“I’m not going back there because my Mom said it was okay.” He offered her a smile. “I went into her room to tell her I wasn’t coming back here. Ever. I don’t know if I would have stuck to that, but it was how I’d felt for so long.”

Rose breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded her understanding.

“Now though? Now I think I will be back. Not soon, probably. Maybe for the holidays? Or maybe just on a random weekend. I don’t know. I just…I just want to see her now. It’s…it’s the strangest thing.”

Rose did step forward then and, as she embraced Jamal, felt his tears fall onto her shoulder.

It was a good while before they parted, even though Rose felt more confident than ever that they wouldn’t have to really part.

“We should get going,” Jamal said. “Matt’s sounding kind of distant and the others will be expecting us.”

“You think they know we’re coming back?” Rose asked. “We didn’t promise anything. They wouldn’t let us.”

“Yeah, well they know we’re kids. I don’t think they wanted to be guilty of kidnapping, even under weird circumstances like this. Getting things squared away with our families was on us.”

Rose spend half a moment reflecting on how poorly her own reunion had gone. Not everyone passed through periods of crisis and upheaval to become better people. Seeing that, and hearing how much Jamal’s Mom had changed somehow made things easier for Rose. She’d never been interested in going back to her Earthly life, and knowing it didn’t want her back made that easier, even if it probably shouldn’t have.

She searched for the feelings of abandonment, or loss, or rejection and came up empty. In dead soil in her heart, new things had taken root. They weren’t the relationships other people had, but they were beautiful nonetheless, and most importantly they were hers.

She wasn’t Jamal or anyone else’s girlfriend, but she still had someone she trusted with all her heart.

She wasn’t anyone’s daughter, not anymore, but she had older people who she could turn to. People who cared about her not because they legally had to, not because society expected them to, but because they’d chosen her as one of their own.

Most of all though, she wasn’t alone. There was a whole world of people and monsters and weirder things out there, and they saw her not as a burden, or a nuisance, but as a person.

As who she really was.

As an Adventurer.

Broken Horizons – Epilogue, Ch 5

Azma

Azma wanted to conquer the world but the paperwork she had to do before hand was just interminable.

“I thought you’d be at Penswell’s reception?” Byron said as he set a fresh pot of [Gnomish Sweet Bean Coffee] onto the table to the side of where Azma’s documents were arrayed.

“I was there, briefly” Azma said without looking up from the [Royal Directive] she was forging.

“Was it as big as they expected it to be?” Byron asked. “One of the new adventuring teams was in here earlier and said it was going to fill up an entire city.”

“Oh, it was far bigger than that,” Azma said. “The only reason the entire kingdom isn’t going to be a ruined wasteland is that the [Adventurers] mostly brought their own food and drink. And they’ll be leaving via teleportation rather than destroying what infrastructure remains intact after several days of drunken revelry.”

“I suppose business with be slow for a while then given that it’s a quarter of the planet away,” Byron said. “And I suppose I should leave you to your planning, no?”

Azma looked up from her forgery, placing it into the “review later” pile. Without a staff to delegate such tasks to, she’d fallen back on the old systems she’d developed to support editing her own work.

“This isn’t planning,” she said. “It’s execution.”

Byron went very still and visibly refrained from scanning the room for an impending attack.

“If I may ask a foolish question,” he said, “whose?”

Azma’s smile came as something of a surprise. It wasn’t cruel and self satisfied. It almost didn’t look like hers at all.

“Not that sort of execution,” she said. “Take a seat if you’d care to hear an explanation, I could use a sounding board.”

Byron took a half step back, Azma’s smile doing nothing whatsoever to reassure him, before letting his shoulders slump by the barest fraction of an inch and sitting down in the chair Azma directed him towards.

“I am at your disposal then,” Byron said, fully aware of the unfortunate implications of his words.

“You seem to have turned over a new leaf,” Azma said, gesturing to the waiter’s apron Byron wore.

“I had thought that too,” Byron said. “But I wonder if this isn’t my first leaf so to speak.”

“You’re not quite who you were?” Azma asked, peering at some quality that might have been hiding behind Byron’s eyes.

“That’s exactly it. I recall who I was, but I’m not sure if I’m really him any longer. I feel as though I am something new inside my skin.” Byron said, squirming as he tried to find the words to express what had to seem like the ravings of someone quite thoroughly mad.

“As do I,” Azma said. “And as we should.”

“And why is that?” Byron asked.

“Because we are no longer bound as we once were,” Azma said. “Leaving aside the Consortium’s loyalty bindings, which I am sure we both circumvented long ago, we are no longer enmeshed in the broader bindings of the Consortium. The web of politics, and power hierarchies, and artificially scarce resources. This is truly a new world, rather than merely an untapped production center or market to exploit.”

“We are creatures of our circumstances then?” Byron asked.

“All creatures are shaped by their circumstances, and shape those circumstances in turn.” Azma’s gaze wasn’t harsh, but she was still looking for something. 

Despite how historically consistent it was for people to meet unfortunate ends when they attracted Azma’s attention, especially when they had maybe, possibly, tried to kill her, Byron didn’t feel a sense of mortal peril as he sat across from her.

“I suppose my circumstances now are rather changed from what they were,” Byron said.

“And yet, that doesn’t cover the whole of the difference, does it?” Azma asked, leaning slightly in.

“It would be a relief if it did, in a sense. I don’t think I would feel I had become so much of a mystery to myself if what had changed was merely a response to wearing an apron instead of a tailored suit.”

“Tell me, is the mystery one you are running from, or will you embrace it?” Azma asked.

Byron’s gaze turned inward.

After a long, slow breath, he looked up to meet her question directly.

“I don’t know,” he said. “I think I’m here to stand still for a while. It feels like if I run from this, I’ll accomplish nothing more than stumbling into the strange depths that await me, and if I try to embrace them, they’ll vanish like shadows before a candle flame leaving me nothing more than the empty shell I probably am.”

“Curious,” Azma said, the ends of her lips concealing a smile that could have been kind or might have cut like a knife.

“That is not your experience I would imagine,” Byron said. “You had the sense to avoid being hollowed out by an all devouring nothingness.”

Azma chuckled at that.

“You know, I had planned several entertainingly dire fates for you. It seemed important that I make a rather spectacular example of you and each of your individual patsies, with a clear distinction in the gradations of how utterly unbearable each of your torments would be.”

“So simple murder was off the table then, I presume?”

“Murder is never simple,” Azma said. “Often however it is unproductive, uninspired, and unoriginal. But yours? Oh, I had many plans where your murder was the one where I at last let myself make a truly bold statement. One that even the Senior Executive Council would understand was something they needed to be truly worried about.”

“That sounds potentially counterproductive,” Byron said. “The Senior Executives don’t tend to shown much tolerance towards the things which can even theoretically threaten them. Presenting a clear and present danger would have united solidly them against you.”

“I know. I had other plans where your suffering would have been played before a more limited audience, but the moving against the Senior Council? It wasn’t a wise play but it was becoming terribly tempting.”

“Did any of those plans involve informing me of what was to come?” Byron asked.

“Oh yes. Most of them in fact. You needed to see your unmaking inexorably descending upon you. You needed to understand the agonies you were going to experience and the poetry behind each one. But then you went and out did me.” Azma shook her head, her eyes rolling skyward as though trying to peer through a thick cloud of disbelief.

“To be fair, being consumed wasn’t a torment that I inflicted on myself,” Byron said. “Not knowingly.”

“That’s the most perfect part,” Azma said. “Even across the endless barrier between worlds, your actions against me were turned back on you and you burned for them like no one else ever has. You were struck down for moving against me and I lifted not a finger to make it happen. I cannot improve on that. It’s a poem whose every syllable is exactly right.”

“So am I free of your malice then?”

“It is so tempting to deceive you and say ‘no’. So tempting to lie and tell you ‘yes’ as the first step in one of the longer and more glorious plans,” Azma said. “Or it should be.”

She breathed out a long, slow sigh, the excitement which had coiled in her like a spring unwinding into quiet serenity.

“As I said though, I am not who I was either.”

“If I may ask, why? You weren’t torn apart, or burned in nothingness. How did you wind up becoming diminished?”

“I’m not,” Azma said. “I didn’t lose who I was. I gained who I could be.”

“I’m not sure I follow that?” Byron asked.

“It was more than my circumstances who made me what I was,” Azma said. “I shaped my circumstances far more than they shaped me, but even as the master of my own destiny, I was still bound to a role, one I thought I had chosen for myself. My ambition, my cunning, my callousness? They were all weapons I’d forged and with them I intended to conquer all who stood before me. In the War of Life, I was going to be the victor.”

“And something changed that?”

“Yes. I won,” Azma said. “Victory, it turned out, was not in domination and mastery though. The War of Life can only be won by making peace. Peace is a fleeting and fragile thing of course, but it’s no less real for those traits. When the peace is broken, you simple make it anew. And make it better. Making peace isn’t an action that is achieved and then set aside, not anymore than waging war is. Each of them, war and peace, are active states, and failing in one can all too easily lead to the worst form of the other.”

“So you’ve given up on conquering the world then?”

“Oh, not at all,” Azma said. “That’s my gift to the newlywed couple.”

“You’re going to conquer the world for them? Does making peace involve playing kingmaker?”

Azma outright laughed at that.

“The very last thing in the world either of the brides would wish for is for me to seat them on a throne,” Azma said. “No, I am going to take over the world so that Penswell doesn’t have to, and so that Niminay can have a moment’s peace before any further catastrophes occur.”

“Forgive me saying this but won’t that required a tremendous amount of bloodshed?” Byron asked. 

Azma liked that his nerves had faded and he had relaxed a bit. It felt unkind to torment what might very well be a fledgling soul. Once that unkindness would have been of no consequence but she welcomed the turning of her heart which had changed her perspective on that.

“In this world, with everyone able to utilize the [Heart Fires], bloodshed holds a rather different status than in most others,” Azma said. “But, no, there will be no bloodshed in my conquest. The [Pax Deus] prevents any sort of armed conflict between nonconsenting sapients.”

“So you will conquer the world without armies?” Bryon seemed perplexed rather than incredulous, as though he was certain she could do as she said but unable to conceive of how.

“I had the largest army this world has ever seen,” Azma said. “My planning was unencumbered by concerns of the toll it would take on civilians or infrastructure. Well, partially unencumbered – I did want to claim as much of the value in the world as I could. Apart from personal greed though, my hands were untied. And yet, the [Risen Kingdoms] are not only unconquered, they are stronger by far then when I first attacked them. If I was evaluating this world for the Consortium, I would recommend interdicting all traffic to it and to the three closest systems as well. If the Consortium still existed that is.”

“You have a secret then. Some tool or strategy that will let you strike where you could not before?” Byron said.

“No. I have no unique tools, and no special resources. Those units who were loyal to me have all been freed and are busy building new lives for themselves here. I have no one and nothing to work with.”

“That’s not entirely true,” Grenslaw said, nodding at the seat to Azma’s right.

A warm, if tentative smile, broke out across Azma’s face as she replied with an agreeing nod.

“You have our support,” Ryschild said, sitting to Azma’s left.

“Till our dying breaths,” they both said in unison.

“That was impeccable timing,” Byron said. “Had you planned it?”

“We didn’t need to,” Grenslaw said.

“It comes naturally,” Ryschild said.

“Still impressive,” Byron said. “But it wouldn’t seem that three of you would be enough where your armies have already failed and peace is mandated.”

Azma glanced back and forth between Grenslaw and Ryschild, something like disbelief fading from her eyes.

“Oh, we will be far more than enough,” Azma said. “Our armies did not fail, you see. They achieved every goal I set before them. It was through their struggles and sacrifice that this world was remade, and this world offers what I have longed for from the deepest, truest reaches of my soul.”

“And that would be?”

“A challenge.”

Broken Horizons – Epilogue, Ch 4

Niminay and Penny

Penny had spent more time designing the quest that she was currently handing out than she’d spent on any ten battles of the war against the Consortium combined.

“I feel like we normally get some time off after saving the world?” Niminay said, tilting her head from one side to the other as she tried to parse out the meaning of the various figures and icons which were present on the mural in front of Penny.

“We do. We will I mean,” Penny said, without turning to face her. “I just want to be sure we’ve actually saved it.”

Niminay chuckled.

“I can understand the sentiment – it’d be nice if the world would stay saved for a change, but will all this really guarantee that?” she asked. She traced her fingers along the glowing lines which showed where different resources were meant to move and in which order they’d be deployed.

“Honestly? Not really,” Penny said, and sagged, placing a hand against the wall. “After everything we did though, we’ve got to try, don’t we?”

“No,” Niminay said, her voice as gentle as fingers she threaded through Penny’s hair. “We don’t have to do anything.”

“You’re going to tell me I’ve done enough already?” Penny said, relaxing back into the head massage.

“I’m going to tell you that ‘enough’ isn’t what you should measure yourself by,” Niminay said. “We’re never ‘enough’. There’s always some measure we can fall short of, especially if that’s what we’re looking for.”

“That sounds like quitter talk,” Penny joked, closing her eyes to enjoy the massage more.

“Yes, definitely, because you’re clearly all about quitting, Ms. ‘I have ten thousand copies running around fixing the world and that’s still not enough’,” Niminay said and paused for moment, “You did let that spell go right?”

“Mostly,” Penny murmured, hoping the massage would continue.

“Mostly? How many copies does ‘mostly’ leave you with?” Niminay asked, the implied threat of the head massage ending if she didn’t like the answer clear in her tone.

“Just a few,” Niminay said, knowing that indirect answers would probably not lead to anything good but rolling the dice on the low odds nonetheless.

“So three then?” Niminay asked. They both knew it wasn’t three. It was a test, one which Niminay gamely rose to meet.

“Less than three percent of what I had before,” she tried.

“But still three digits worth of copies,” Niminay said. It wasn’t a question. It didn’t have to be. “And you’re knocking yourself out here? What do you have them doing?”

She resumed the head massage but only after guiding Penny down into one of the nearby chairs.

That was good. Penny hadn’t noticed just how tired she was or how close she was to toppling over as the massage relaxed her more and more.

“Secret project,” she said, her words taking on the pleasant lassitude only the border of sleep could impart.

“Secret from who?” Niminay asked.

“Right now? Everyone.” 

“And when you’re done with it?”

“Won’t be a secret at all then,” Penny said.

“And can it wait?” Niminay asked. “Maybe till after you’ve gotten an actual night’s sleep for a change?”

“Nope,” Penny said. “Too risky. Just lucky it hasn’t been too long already.” 

“That sounds serious,” Niminay said, sounding not in the slightest bit convinced of that.

“Very,” Penny said, unconcerned about being convincing so long as the massage continued. “The most serious quest I’ve ever planned.”

“You did just save the world from a thousand apocalypses at once,” Niminay said.

“That wasn’t me. Lots of people worked on that one. Everyone really.”

“True, but a whole lot of the influential ones were listening to you, and you can’t say you didn’t do more than your share in making things turn out like they did.”

“You were the one out on the battlefields,” Penny said. “I had it easy by comparison.”

“No you didn’t,” Niminay said. “You stretched yourself past your breaking point. I worked hard, but I worked within my limits.”

“Because you’re smart,” Penny said. “A lot smarter than people seem to notice.”

“That’s because I’m standing next to you most of the time,” Niminay said. “If people have a question, they know you’re the right one to ask.”

“But I’m usually not,” Penny said. “I know tactics and strategy. I just know enough of other things to listen to the real experts when they’re talking.”

“In that case I have a new expert for you to listen to,” Niminay said.

“But I don’t have any questions I need to ask,” Penny said.

“I think you do,” Niminay said. “Probably several in fact.”

“Such as?” Penny asked.

“Well, I would start with ‘how did I get back to my bedroom’? And then maybe slide over to ‘why am I dressed in pajamas’? Maybe with a ‘whose pajamas even are these?’ thrown in too.”

Penny looked around. She was indeed in her bedroom. And dressed in pajamas. Surprisingly comfy pajamas. In her favorite colors. Made from [Perfect Cloud Down] if she wasn’t mistaken. 

“How?” was all that she asked.

“You are a lot more run down than you thought.”

“But…” Penny started to object.

“Is your Secret Project one that you really want to work on when you’re this out of it?” Niminay asked. “If it’s important, shouldn’t you be at your best for it?”

Penny grumbled.

“I’ll take that as firm agreement,” Niminay said and stood up from the bed where she’d placed Penny.

“You don’t have to go,” Penny said.

“I’m not planning to,” Niminay said. “I want you to fall asleep in my arms and wake up in them too.”

“Because you don’t trust me not to keep working in my sleep?”

“I trust you with all my heart,” Niminay said. “I’m not here to hold you back. I just want to hold you so that you’ll know I’m here and that, in this moment, you’re safe.”

She crawled into bed with Penny and resumed the glorious head massage, luring Penny into drifting down and down in the embrace of a gentle and rejuvenating night of dreamless slumber.

When she woke, dawn was long passed but Niminay’s arms were still around her.

A bright gleam of gold glittered between Niminay’s thumb and forefinger and caught her eye. Since Niminay tended to keep only the most unusual magical widgets the presence of one drew Penny back to full wakefulness, if along a slow and deliciously relaxed road.

“I still remember my first quest,” Niminay said when she noticed Penny’s eyes were open. “I’d scrounged up enough silver to make a single gold piece and that got me a stick that was masquerading as a bow and some other sticks that were pretending to be arrows.”

“I thought your first quests was in the [Dungeon of Draindell]?” Penny said.

“That was my first dungeon, and my first party,” Niminay said. “I’d started adventuring a few weeks before that.”

“With a really terrible bow?”

“Like I said, it’s questionable if I can even call it a bow, but it did shoot sticks                            out fast enough to do some damage.”

“What was the quest you took on with that?”

“Killing rats. [Belgenwatch] had a bounty out on them.”

“Those weren’t ordinary rats as I recall.”

“No. They were not. Little plague spreading monsters. It turned out even having a really awful bow put me ahead of the other fledgling [Adventurers] there. Everyone who ran into melee with them got so sickened they spent their reward money and more on the plague cures. I managed to make some gold at it because I mostly just ran.”

“Definitely a smart play. Especially if you could lead them into your traps.”

“I couldn’t set traps back then,” Niminay said. “In truth I could barely shoot either. But I could run, and I had the time and patience to make it work. I think I got five gold for that work. Took that right to the auction house and spent it all on better gear, all but one gold piece worth.”

“You wanted a memento?” Penny asked.

“I wanted to be sure I could buy another terrible bow if I lost the rest of my money on the next quest. I held onto that gold piece ever since with the idea that all I had to do was to run away at the right time and and I could start over again if I had to.”

“You’ve always wanted to be an [Adventurer] that much, haven’t you?” Penny asked, sitting up and turning to face Niminay.

“It what I wanted more than anything when I young, and it’s what’s made me feel needed and valuable in the years since. I just have one problem though.”

“What’s that?” It didn’t sound like it would be the sort of problem Penny would need to spin out a hundred duplicates to solve, but she was ready to rise to whatever the challenge might be.

“Being an [Adventurer] isn’t what I want the most, and I don’t want to run away from that anymore.”

Niminay turned the lump of gold in her fingers and Penny saw it was far too regular to be called a ‘lump’. It was thin though. Like a coin, except that wasn’t quite right either?

“So I’m not going to,” Niminay continued. “No more running away. And no more last gold piece either. I’m not interested in rebuilding the life I had before. If I have to rebuild from the ground up, I want to build a better life. One with you.”

She turned the bright gold in her hand so that Penny could see the ring she’d had cast from the coin.

“What? No!” Penny nearly jumping out of bed.

There was a brief moment of silence before Niminay chuckled.

“Okay. Not exactly the reaction I was expecting,” she said.

Penny shook her head and put up her hands in a beseeching gesture.

“I didn’t meant that. Obviously,” she said. “But I was going to surprise you!”

“I know,” Niminay said.

“You…how?” Penny asked.

“Your ‘secret project’? You did a great job on operational security, but I am a world class scout,” Niminay said. “I stumbled on one of your cloth shipments and thought it was for some new armor. I tracked it halfway around the world and found the wine requisition and the mystical lighting globes you ordered too.”

“No! That was all supposed to be a gift to you,” Penny said.

Niminay rose out of bed to stand in front of her.

“Do you think I was anything but a sobbing mess when I figured out what was going on?” she asked. “I literally leapt over a mountain when it sank in.”

“But, you stopped me? Why? I wanted to get everything ready last night,” Penny said.

“Because you were wrong,” Niminay said. “You thought you were running out of time. Like you had to catch me before someone else did. Like you didn’t catch me years ago.”

“But I kept putting you off,” Penny said.

“The time wasn’t right. That was okay then, and it’s still okay,” Niminay said.

“But it’s right now. I want us to be together too,” Penny said. “Forever.”

“I’m glad to hear that,” Niminay said. “Would you like to take your ring perhaps?”

Penny grabbed it before the offer could expire.

“I love you,” Niminay said. “I have loved you for so long now, and I am so ready to let everyone know that.”

“But I didn’t get the preparations done,” Penny said.

“You didn’t have to,” Niminay said. “The site’s all setup. I had a few of our friends help out and pick up where things left off when you finally let your spell go.”

“A few? So three?” Penny asked.

“Why don’t we go see,” Niminay said, touching the [Magic Dresser] and letting it instantly cloth her in the stunning wedding gown Penny had designed.

Penny followed suit, donning her own gown and thrilling at the weight and comfort of wearing it at last..

“Put the ring on, I had it enchanted with a one-use spell,” Niminay said. “We can choose something permanent for it together later.”

“What’s the activation for the spell?” Penny asked.

“Just say ‘it’s time’ and hold my hand.”

The teleportation effect on the right turned out to be one that enveloped the travelers in a whirlwind of multi-colored petals. As the flower storm subsided, Penny saw they were standing on the small wedding stage she’d setup for them.

What she hadn’t setup for them was the guest list of those who were present.

The ‘few friends’ who’d helped out turned out not to be three people but closer to three percent of the entire population of the world.

Penny choked up. She’d wanted to make sure the world would know Niminay had chosen her and Niminay had delivered exactly that.