“A night descends which shall never pass. The sun has fallen, devoured by the nameless beast, and with its last light faded, no more gods stand to bring us to salvation. I write this for the uncaring void and the empty wastes which will remain as we, the peoples of this mighty world descend into madness, and barbarism, and, at the last, the silence of unquiet death.”
– Grigo Weltham, recording an oracular vision on the day of the last sun fall. Cited in the following decades as how very wrong seers are capable of being.
The greatest city in the world was full of rats, and I was one of them. We huddled down in the unwanted places, snatched up the scraps people let go, and tried our very best to draw absolutely no attention to ourselves.
Predictably, that did not always go so well for us.
“Little! Move your ass! The patrol just got Pibby.”
I wasn’t overly fond of hearing my own name called out. In part because “Little” was annoying accurate, and in part because I really didn’t like the idea of the City Patrollers knowing that I even existed much less that there was someone with my name that they’d missed. There were a lot of things that pissed off the Patrollers but high up on the list was anything that reminded them what a bunch of screwups they were, like, for example, the fact that they were consistently failing to capture one tiny little Ratkin girl who had a habit of making acquaintances with other, more idiotic Ratkins.
Pibby wasn’t someone I’d known long. Which was true of most of the others who were scurrying down the alley with me. Unlike us though, Pibby hadn’t been clever or lucky enough to dive into the alley when the Patrol’s wagon came rumbling around the bend, and as a result, Pibby was going to be volunteered for the Holy and Sacred duty of taking part in the Kindling Tithe.
He didn’t deserve that.
None of us did.
No one at all did.
But that’s what the Lords said was needed. Sacrifices had to be made in order to keep the flame portals open. Without them we’d have no warmth and no light, which would mean no food either.
People like food. I know this because I’m people, and I like food a lot.
As it turns out, a lot of other people only disagree with the part where I get to be a ‘people’. That’s not unique to Ratkin. Lots of people who aren’t favored by the Neoteric Lords don’t get to count as ‘people’. We’re still useful as kindling. We burn just fine after all. And we can be put to work for a lot of different things which, if we’re lucky, is enough to get the Patrollers to look elsewhere when they go out to round up the month’s Kindling supply.
Pibby hadn’t been that lucky though, and as I ran so hard it felt like my lungs were going to explode, I had all kinds of visions that I wasn’t going to be that lucky either.
If we’d actually been rats, getting away would have been a lot easier. Vaingloth, our local Neoteric Lord, hadn’t built his city from the ground up. Like all of them, as far as I knew, he’d taken control of one of the big cities of the old world and spared it with the portals he’d been able to open when the sun got eaten up, which meant there were plenty of spots in it someone that was actually rat-sized could have used to escape. I’m sure the great and glorious Neoteric Lord would have preferred otherwise but saving the world hadn’t allowed for much time for architectural renewal in the process.
To be fair, ‘saving the world’ does sound like a big deal, and I’d have to guess it was since I don’t think anyone outside the Lord’s cities managed to, you know, survive. The cost of that survival was everyone who could be packed into the city, was. Then everyone had to deal with the fact that we’re all completely dependent on the Lord’s whim to continue surviving. If he says we’ve got to burn up a bunch of people each month to keep the portals open, then in they go.
“It’s a great honor”, “They only use the ones who deserve it, the criminals, and that sort”, “I think it cleans up the streets nicely”, “Well, we’ve got too many people as it is, of course we need to thin things out a bit”.
It’s really amazing the kind of things you can overhear when, with a bit of an oversized cloak, you can be mistaken for a human kid who’s just hanging around. Not that it was just the humans who thought that. Or even all of them. Plenty of humans got tossed in as Kindling too, right along with Gobs, and Avians, and anyone else the Patrol decided looked annoying and/or flammable.
I liked to tell myself that as a little Ratkin girl, there wasn’t enough of me to be worth burning. I liked to tell myself I was too clever to get caught too. Too easily overlooked. Not worth anyone’s time really. And too good at keeping my head down and my nose out of trouble. I liked to tell myself a lot of things.
And, I maintain, I am clever.
When I saw the others I’d been scavenging with take a hard right and head down one of the cross streets, I knew they were dead. The street was too wide. There were definitely going to be more Patrollers there.
And I was right.
I had a better option though. A thin little gap between two houses on the left that only someone my size could manage.
I threw myself into it and learned, yet again, that sometimes, being clever is not even close to enough.
The patroller who caught me was human. Big guy. Couldn’t fit in the gap I was squirming through if you held a sword to this throat.
His arm though? Yeah, that fit in just fine. He snagged me with a single grab and yoinked me out of the illusion of safety with barely any effort at all.
If I had more ratlike features I could have bitten him with terrible rodent teeth, or scratched him with noxious claws.
Or something.
Or anything.
All I’ve got are some good ears, whiskers, and a nose that works a bit better than most folks.
I sagged and went limp. The dead weight of a body is supposed to be hard to lift.
I wasn’t.
“Hah! Got it,” he said, holding me up by one arm to show to the other patroller.
“Sure you didn’t leave some of it back there?” the other one said. “Gonna need three more like that it just to count for one real person.”
I didn’t bother to stir. I wasn’t really that little, but it didn’t matter. There wasn’t exactly a minimum size for the ‘Holy Offerings’.
“Maybe they’ll call it a bonus,” the one that was holding me said. “You know, a little extra for the portal, to keep it happy.”
I was pretty sure the portals didn’t have a ‘happy’ setting, but what did I know? I was just kindling right?
Well not just kindling.
I was clever kindling.
Yeah, I was still hanging onto that despite all the evidence to the contrary. When you’ve got the fighting capacity of an over boiled noodle, you hang onto whatever you can.
Step one of being clever was lulling them into a false sense of superiority. That was incredibly easy since they were superior to me in pretty much every physical attribute.
Step two was not letting them put me into a spot I couldn’t escape from. Like, for example, the back of one of their collection wagons.
“They caught you too?” Pibby said as they swung the wagon door closed after unceremoniously chucking me inside.
“All part of the plan,” I lied to him. I didn’t mind when he shot me a skeptical look in response. I wasn’t try to make Pibby feel better. I was trying to make myself feel better.
I really didn’t want to burn.
Not like everyone else had.
This city didn’t deserve the warmth it would get from burning me.
The patrollers moved off to finish corralling the others, so I tried kicking the door, on the off chance that they’d forgotten to put the lock on it.
Patrollers are idiots, but patrollers who let people just walk out their collection wagons wind up on the kindling pile quickly enough that the ranks are not quite idiotic enough to make grandiose mistakes when I really need them to.
“We can’t get out of here like that,” Pibby said. As though that wasn’t staggeringly obvious.
“Of course not,” I said, imaging that I really did have a plan and everything I did was in service to it.
My “go to” strategy was hiding. When that failed, my backup was running. When that failed, I was supposed to hide some more. It wasn’t a wide repertoire of options, but it had served me well right up until it hadn’t.
Which meant it was time to try something new.
Something new that my fear drenched brain was going to dredge up right away.
Any time really.
But sooner would be better.
Since I would be on fire later.
Not a helpful thought I have to confess, and it was asking a lot for my brain to function at all under the circumstances, but I didn’t really have much else to work with. Just an empty wagon and no tools in sight.
My eyes drifted over to Pibby.
“Want to try something really stupid?” I asked.
“What could be stupid at this point?” he asked in return, so I explained my idea to him.
And he agreed it was stupid.
But he also agreed to try it.
It only took a few minutes to take our shot, since the patrollers wrapped up their hunt early.
“Hey, where’s the other one?” the patroller who’d grabbed me said when he peeked back into sealed cage we were in.
“She wiggled through the bars and took off,” Pibby said, sitting carefully so that I was able to hide completely behind him by curling up into a small ball.
Yes, my big plan was to go back to hiding.
But I was going to try something new too.
“Like hell she did,” the patroller said, at least not referring to me as ‘it’ anymore, which was nice. “Get out here.”
It was a stupid plan. Clever people come up with good plans, and this was a stupid one.
But it worked.
The patroller threw off the lock and reached in to drag Pibby out into the meager light of the aether torches they carried and I clung to Pibby’s back to stay obscured until the last second.
Whatever the patroller had been expecting, it hadn’t been for me to roll around Pibby and go for one of the knives on his belt.
He swung at me with his torch, which did not feel good, and went to grab the sword he was carrying.
I can understand being worried about losing a sword, but he was also carrying a dagger, and those not only fit my hands a lot better, but, as it turns out, they’re much easier to use when you’re inches away from someone.
In the stories they tell in taverns and at festivals, the brave fighter always seems to dispatch their foe with one terrible and/or swift blow.
I think the patroller took something like thirty or forty.
That didn’t take long.
I’m small but I’m not slow.
Not being slow was also what got me running again.
To my credit, I feel, I had the presence of mind to drag Pibby with me. He didn’t want to be dragged along. Which was fine. Following a Ratkin girl who was covered in patroller blood and was probably not going to live long enough to be fed to the fires was not the best company to keep. I at least dragged him away from the wagons though before the other patrollers made it the cart to see what I’d done.
With precious few options to work with, I hurled us into an a building someone had forgotten to buy a door for.
Pibby, for reasons I can’t begin to fathom, went up, scaling the staircase in front of us three steps at a time. Maybe he planned to hop from rooftop to rooftop? Maybe he planned to spontaneously discover an aptitude for flight magics? Whatever his plan was I wished him luck with it and went with what I knew.
Down.
Lots of buildings have access to the old sewer tunnels, and I’d spent enough time in them that I was sure I could get lost better than the patrollers would be able to find me.
Not that they were ever going to stop looking.
But that was a problem for a Little who’d found a new hiding place and could manage to put at least two thoughts together in a row.
My luck, being what it was, left me in the building’s sub-basement running my hands along a wall which lacked the normal hatchway into the sewer tunnels. It was pitch dark of course. Even decent places had limits on how much light they were afforded from the Lord’s precious hoard. I knew what the hatchways felt like though, and working in the dark wasn’t exactly new to me.
Frustrated, I punched the wall, as though I could smash through it with all of my amazing brute force.
Punching walls is stupid, just in case that wasn’t clear.
My fist hurt enough that I stamped my foot and bit back a scream of frustration and pain.
Also not the brightest move since making any sound to attract the patrollers was a terrible idea under the circumstances.
In this particularly case though, it was a spectacularly bad idea since the floor I was standing on was not, it turned out, especially sound.
I plummeted through the boards as they gave way beneath me and sent me tumbling down a slanting shaft into sheer darkness.
Falling was disorienting, but I knew I’d dropped below the levels of the old sewers and was still going for a while before I came to a hard stop against something that thankfully was neither ‘spikey’, ‘stabby’, nor ‘impaling’.
Feeling around, I found roots. Thick, old roots. I expected them to crumble away at my touch since most of the old trees had withered and died long before I was born, but these were supple? And warm?
Squirming a hand in between them, I managed to part a few.
And my world shattered.
Down, lost in the depths, rays of golden light unseen in the world for a century flooded through the vines.